shadriana

2009-06-08T19:35:00.001+08:00

Love is blind, but marriage restores its sight.

3 days of wedding preps within the past week and then the day itself really squeezed the exciting and tiring juices out of me. I can't imagine if I'm getting married, hopefully in 4 years time. LOL! Just helping out Aisyah with her brother's wedding preparations was an experience the 5 of us shared for the first time and it was a blast! From going to Larkin to get the hantaran stuff, to getting it all done up, to doing the berkats with her cousins and finally the day presented itself with much anticipation.

The hantaran decoration which Rin and I did. We're pretty good cause it's pretty gorgeous!

The cute Chocolatey-Sweet mosque was Fad's idea so she pretty much was the in-charge with the rest of us helping out.

Berkats

Finally married!

Listening to the Kadi talking about how a married couple should live harmoniously with each other and a husband's responsibility to his wife and vice versa sounds like it's quite a scary thing to go through in a marriage. A wife has to properly portray herself as a woman and also a wife to her husband sounds like a pretty hard job to do but I think as long as I'm not behaving in a way that could bring shame to me or my husband and my family, I think it's quite managable. =)
Aaaah, I wanna get married can?

First up, save enough money for the event that's going to burn a hole in my pockets if I wanna make it grand. Hehe!

2009-05-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

I saw this poster today at Challenger Tampines 1 and I asked the boyfie this.
"Can I have this poster by my bed....?" and he shoved me forward though I wasn't done with my Hugh Jackman-crazed question.

I.
Watched.
X-Men Origins: Wolverine.
Twice.
One with him and one with the girls when we went to JB for a "road-trip" of our own. Muahaha~ Kill me now. I dropped dead the second time anyways seeing Hughthesexiestmanalive2008 do his thing! LIKE THIS ONE! Look at those shoulders and the arms~~~~~~

A short review on this one for those who have not watched this. It was an awesome movie which tells you why things are the way it is from the first X-Men movie to the third one. It's like a trip back in time. And those powers or gifts that they have are beyond words. A little humor which balances the seriousness of the story did it. I wouldn't mind watching it again and again!

Now, we turned THREE last Thursday! I want many many more years of us ♥.
Forever.

2009-04-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

Somewhere in my mind, somewhere deep in my heart, I'm still wishing for that one thing. I'm still wishing and hoping for the light at the end of the tunnel. My journey is not pitch-black; just a little bleak at this moment. I'm sure of what I want for my future, but at times, questions came running through my mind leaving me unsettled and asking the same thing through and through.

Time and again I ask myself "What do I really want for my future?".

Of course the list includes a house, a car, my own family, stability and to be in good health. But all that needs to start somewhere, doesn't it? I realise that my constant worry is money. I didn't really think the phrase 'money makes the world go round' would make sense until I needed to fend for myself, so much so that asking money from my parents makes me feel ashamed.

Maybe my time will come a little later than the rest of my friends. What frustrates me is that I wanna get things going soon. Achieve as much as I want now, on my own. Maybe I'm asking too much, too hard on myself. Haha.

Imissmyboyfriend.

I need him to knock some sense into me. Lol..

Too much Twilight series now. I'm at the 4th book now! Weeehooo!

2009-04-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

2 countdowns down, 2 more to go!

Well, I've been meaning to update, but the computer was down right after my previous post. Now it's back up for a few days already and hope it stays longer till I upgrade to a new one. It's end is almost near.

April has been fantastic so far, even for my birthday which I didn't expect much action from girlfriends! 2 surprises left me speechless. You girls got me this time, twice! And I thank you for that and for the effort/time spent, love and laughter we had.

Thursday was Ain, Aisyah and Mardhiah meet-up day. Did not expect anything at all. I was just eager to meet them after so long! Hahaha, pleasant surprise and we got company too. A cockroach and errr... two juveniles who kept asking, "Eh korang ok tak?" after the cockroach paid a visit. Read: underaged BOYS. What's up with them? Anyhoots, it was a great night out and name-tagging for the future. Don't forget the names girls. We would check if it's true in 10 years' time. Hehe.

And then Friday was even better! Go to my multiply for the picture for Friday and read the dialogues that follow. Hilarious I tell you! This one I was too touched. I couldn't get any words out of my mouth upon seeing the candles on the floor and the deco and the girls! All 4 of them under my void-deck throwing a mini party for me! I couldn't be happier. Thank you girls, again. You all know how much I love you and no words could describe it.

The boyfriend's birthday surprise too was fun. Amin and me, partners in crime =) I cooked at the boy's place and we all ate till we can't eat no more. Seafood pasta, Tom yam soup (fishballs, crabmeat, prawns, squid, clams, mussels), Campbell's soup (this one I cheat lah, abit. haha!), Honey black pepper roasted chicken and Rootbeer float. The boys went crazy after a while, too much food stuffed in them. His brothers joined in the fun of sabo-ing and cake-cutting. We all had fun, he enjoyed the mini party - that's most important. And I feel good! =)

2009-03-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: "You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!""
-Rocky Balboa

Am not a fan of the movie or Mister Sylvester Stallon himself. But thanks to a friend, this just gave me some motivation. Lately, I've been in quite low spirits for various reasons.

Aaaaaanyway, my own computer is down. It just refused to function so I'm using the brother's computer which means that I'm not able to upload pictures THAT soon. Sorry Ain =/

Afgan is just love. LOVE LOVE LOVE! This song made me cry so bad. Heh~

And girlfriends, yesterday was too too short but still SUPER! Next meet up my birthday okay!! Heheeeeee.

Countdowns:
14 more days to his Twenty-three!
18 more days to the number Twenty-two!
26 more days to my first lesson. *nervous*
2 more months to our 3rd year.

2009-03-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

This is so meaningful, isn't it? The words my dear, the words. The picture is besides the point. Haha. The man protects his woman, under his arms. Tell me you hate being under or in your boyfriend's arms. Haha. And this might sound random - I wonder in what way will the guys feel secure with their girlfriend/fiancee/wife? A question for my other half who's having duty now.

One more month to our birthdays and I was thinking of doing something special this year. I'm not that psyched to turn a year older this time round, with the current instability of my finance. The number too does not excite me unlike last year. Haha~ I just wanna spend this birthday differently from previous birthdays. *Images of bestfriends, family and boyfriend comes to mind*

Sweet-tooth day tomorrow ladies! Misses.

2009-03-01T14:08:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS SINCE FOREVER!!!!!First reason for wanting this is cause it is Usher's line of fragrance. Like DUH!

Read many good reviews about it on the WorldWideWeb. Floral-fruity scent. Love the look of the bottle. Though I doubt the SG market sells this, I still want it! Harhar.

Or another one is this - Tommy Hilfiger Dreaming. Just LAV~

And life has been pretty mundane these days. I'm like a walking zombie just that I'm alive and have a soul. Bah, I don't matter to people sometimes.

Nobody cares......

2009-02-26T21:49:00.003+08:00

2 Sundays of Popeye's. One after Amin's send-off, one after Singapore Flyer trip.

Thank you to Abg Izan for the free tickets. =)

What's next?

2009-02-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since NADI but I still have the excitement of it. Post-mortem yesterday was super funny with all of us spotting and laughing at each other's mistakes and learning from it. I would like to re-do the joget as I felt that I lacked as compared to the rest of them. =/ Ah wells, we all had fun!

My Joget girls. Y

To Amin Diva, we''ll miss you! Take care of yourself okay =)

2009-02-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day. DIAN dancers presents NADI as we turn 6 this year. It's all happening too fast for most of us, with our hectic training schedule. Nevertheless, I hope for the best for the show. I guess we all do. =)

I'm most nervous about that one dance though. And I have a whole lot of catching up to do at today's training/rehearsal.

Speaking of catching up, the bestfriends and I have a lot of catching up to do. Ladies! Set a date cause we need some boobie-lovin'.

2009-02-10T11:27:00.000+08:00

It's February! =))))

Don't ask why I'm excited. Haha. Beats me. Seems like things are getting better this month. Or maybe it's still too early to tell. I shall just hope for the better for everything that matters.

A few important dates to take note.
Make it or break it.
It could be life-changing.

2009-01-31T13:59:00.000+08:00

Matthew's mom gave the teachers a hongbao each and I'm $12 richer!
I'll be broke again by the end of today or at most by tomorrow. HAHA!

iPhone or HTC Diamond?

2009-01-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

I have Sentosa pictures still overdue. It's uploaded at my webshots but not at multiply cause my Java ain't workin'. Patience, my girls.

So, tell me what online photo hosts are good enough like Multiply. Easy and fast. Shutterfly, Flickr are out of the question as they are more for photography skills. I don't wanna post up 85135849 not-so-good pictures of me and friends for the whole world to see.

And I hope it's still not to late to wish my Chinese friends a Lunar New Year =)
The holidays were spent on towning/lepaking session 3 days straight from Friday to Sunday, training and catching up with the boyfriend. Plus I'm having a hard time sleeping at night these days makes me more tired than ever with trainings and coming home late.

Right.
I need to get ready for work.
Ciao.

2009-01-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

3 weeks working at the student care and I had a dream. A dream about the kids and their work which left me unable to sleep well just now. I slept in stress. 'Nuff said.

And I was kissed by a 7 year old yesterday. Many times. That hyperactive boy named Elton. He's adorable yet such a test due to his ADHD condition.

My favourite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving
2years8months

2009-01-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TWO DOUBLE-O NINE!

Finally, the besties and I spent our New Year's eve and we counted down to 2009 together! We Tong Seng-ed after so long of not going there. Walks, talks and snaps from Bugis to Esplanade. Mrs. Field cookies, chocolate-coated strawberry and the crowd at the Bay. It was our sweet-tooth day. Hehe. Quasimodo was awesome, so was Tiramisu, though I find that they are kinda weird with the luminous green chicken costume and dress. Best of all, the fireworks! I am always mesmerized by the sound, colour and the awesome-ness of the fireworks. Fad and Rin, you girls are always great company. Y

Since it's New Year already, shouldn't I be making resolutions? I personally don't have resolutions because knowing myself, I usually don't stand by it. I do have things that I want to achieve this year and that includes getting a job and also getting into NIE. Acceptance into NIE will make a whole lot of difference for me. Pray for me dear people. =)

Meanwhile, enjoy the fireworks.

2008-12-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

Venue: East Coast Park Pit C21
Time: 2pm - 10pm
Dress Code: Go Green!

Yeap. That explains the green-ness of it. It was Rai's birthday BBQ and gathering. The 2 faces that you see in the first picture are the faces that helped from the beginning and they are super! Super tired when the day ended. We had to walk from carpark D1(pit 38) to pit 21 and it was one hell of a walk! Damn far laaaa! Carpark C2 didn't have parking lots for us when we arrived. Thanks eh. It was a hot scorching day on Sunday and I thank God for that as that means that rain would not spoil our BBQ! *big grin*

Mus, Wei Long and the girl whose name I forgot helped us to do some of the BBQ-ing but most of the job was done by us and Rin who owned the "kitchen" that day. 'Rin's Kitchen' we call it.

I practically had a blast, whatmore the birthday girl herself right? Her friends played Twister, they got twisted! We besties had our Taboo game at dusk. Arnold Scaredniga, Rin said. You should know what she's getting at. Rin, Aisyah, Fad and me were super too! We BBQ-ed most of the time and our last attempt to light up the charcoal with just one firestarter worked! Kiter cool or what? Teamwork, I say. Oh and Rai got sabo-ed by 4 of us! "Only my bestfriends would dare to sabo me". DAMN RIGHT WOMAN! Hahahaha! I love smearing the cake on her face. Love the massage, darling?

Our last 3 syllable-word game with Zai and Farid was fun too! Peris! Jurong East.. West!! Now I'm having a sore throat cause of the shouting. Padehal, card game je. Hahahaha!

Lastly, 5 ladies squeezed at the backseat of a Nissan Selphy at 1am. Despite the crampness, we still managed to take a snap. HAHA!

So imma let the pictures(note: clickable link) do the talking now. My body is aching from the long walk while carrying heaps of things.
Peace.

2008-12-24T00:17:00.001+08:00

Disclaimer:
This post is NOT directed at anyone. Peace =)
Apologies for anything said that might hurt.

Things to do once the pay is in: (it reaaaally is taking it's time to make it's way to my bank account and it is testing my level of patience greatly.)

Pay off IOU(s)
Watch Twilight! - not fair cause I have not watched it when others didn't really want to watch but ended up watching it already. *HMPH!*
Well, probably after doing nos 1 and 2, I'll be broke already. I can't possibly not pay the monthly tuition fee bank loan of $200/month as much as I want to. Not paying means more interest and more interest accumulate means that I have to pay more than $200.

The boyfriend said that you should always reward yourself first. Yes I believe in that too but I am more concerned of the things that I need to settle or else my mind won't be at ease. Only after paying the bills and stuff like that, will I reward myself. That is when my money will be gone faster than you or me know it. Hehehe. I always wish that I would win a lucky draw or I would get random vouchers that would give me CASH. Seriously. Some people are just lucky to get those stuff easily.

Some people also get presents from others quite easily too, even though it is not their birthday. As for me, it is super rare lah! Certain occassions maybe. Small little gifts but not really things that I was really wishing or wanting to buy. They are sweet nonetheless and I appreciate them. Again, some people are just lucky I tell ya. They get EVERYTHING they asked for without having to work their asses off.

Let's see what have I got for myself so far with MY OWN hard-earned money. This list does not count clothes and daily needs.

Mp3
Digital camera
Room revamping things like bedsheet, boxes (mind you, I share the room with the sister so I am doing this for two and not only for myself)
My 1/3 of a journey to getting a driver's license

Those things may not mean much to others. It meant a lot to me because like I said, some people are just lucky. They either are sponsored for their license(I can only dream of that to happen), get the gadgets as birthday presents or simply ask the parents for money to buy them. No doubt that it's nice to get things from others. Who doesn't?! I do. For me, things bought with my own money gives me satisfaction and a sense of achievement. Achievement because I know how hard it is to earn money.

Oh man, I'm bored typing this already. Hahahah!

And I stress that this post is NOT directed at anyone.

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This little being named Muhd Irfaan Khaalish, or something like that, is the son of my childhood friend. Kids these days have names so power eh.. Oh and he wore a baju kurung during the cukur rambut. Such cuteness! Anyways, 1 month plus and damn cute. When I have kids in the future, I want boys. And maybe 1 girl. More boys please, even though they can be sooooo irritating. Ahh..~ kids. I melt at the sight of them. Soooo innocent.

Things I'm looking forward to:

Rai's birthday cum BBQ pit
TP Alumni Night at Fort Canning
A new year, a new start and a new job

Yazid Md, thanks for tolerating my nonsense and my cranky-ness these days. I had fun accompanying you to buy your things. 4 more months of stupid NS and you're done baby! Sayang kamoooo!

2008-12-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Well I guess KL won't be expecting me there tomorrow or anytime soon. Yeap, the family will be here in SG till the time to go on a short getaway permits itself. But I ain't gonna whine anymore cause I'm looking ahead to things that are coming up and there are things that are really important for me to do.

One positive thing I know is that my pay is gonna be in next week! SCB was a pretty long and draggy place to be in, personally, even though I was there for 5 days! I don't think I can ever survive. Imagine the horror. I thought that it was kinda dead besides their busy-ness. Friends made, dum-dums made too. The people that I got to know there are pretty cool but I couldn't care less about what the other staff might think of me. I do the work my manager told me to and I don't speak unless necessary. Really. Never have I been like that.

Dum-dums

And now, I'm at a lost again. SKPS doesn't need me so here I am looking for another job. And the NIE thing if you ask me, no replies as yet. I'm really living day to day now. Hah, such holiday without the moolah.

ANYWAY, I changed my mobile number. Get to me at msn or something if you're not updated.
Suddenly I'm not in the mood to blog.

Chao.

2008-11-30T17:30:00.004+08:00

Me being at home today wasn't so bad afterall. I was randomly FB-ing and came across this page.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6324544002

While we have food and water everyday, till we bore ourselves with the same food sometimes and we even complain that we don't have anything nice to eat, or that it's not enough, people and children around the world are starving and suffer from malnutrition. You definitely can't go around the world now just to help them. A click now will do.

The littlest things you do can help, even by playing the games that the website offer(it tests your knowledge, it's not an aimless game). You don't have spend a dime. Just play the games and you can give them rice, flour, water. It will make you feel better. It definitely made me feel good, I felt more human(no no, line not taken from 'Twilight').

Do I sound like I'm promoting World Hunger or something?
No, really. This made me realise that not everyone is fortunate and that I must be thankful for what I have. That I have food to eat and water to drink everyday. Alhamdulillah

2008-11-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

I really can't wait to watch this!

I finally read the book(thanks to Munirah), done with it and am looking for the 2nd book, 'New Moon'. I bought the last book called 'Breaking Dawn' and read like 1/5 of it. Funny thing with me is that, I HATE watching ghosts flicks, but vampire flicks don't scare me at all. In fact, I think they are interesting to read about or watch. Like Underworld, Queen of the Damned. Vampires are sexy, with their growl, teeth and all. I think I can relate to Bella a lot. Not that I would want to be in love with one! I even did a vampire character of my own inspired by the Underworld character played by Kate Beckinsale for my 3D project back in poly days. I named her Ivana Ebontomb IV. My tutor said that it was a very nice name. I did my research on names of vampires or names in 19th century. Anything to get an A =)

And Edward Cullen is so charming like that! When I read, I imagine... alot. He is exactly what I imagined him to be, before I saw the movie posters and such! So.. hot, so charming~ Look at his jawline. He's mine!

Now, do vampires really exist? Thankfully, no. But these fictional characters are so interesting with their powers, charm and beauty.

I am currently obsessed with this Twilight thing. Bear with me. =)

2008-11-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

If you're a frequent Multiply-er(there's a link on your left at the side bar), you would notice that I had pictures uploaded. And yes, it's from own camera, from various events of late. I FINALLY BOUGHT ONE! And it's mine!! *evil laugh*

So, what have I been up to lately? Well, since I'm like selling grapes, I gotta have some plans to make my life exciting! So far, been to Sentosa with Ain and Su, and it was super duper fun! I'm proud to say that I'm less scared of animals now. You should know how I am. Ahaha!

Then, it was Pentas: Sutera!! The girls did a fantastic job. And Amin, it was a great contemp piece. They were really good =) I miss SNT, really.

The Alumnis5 generations of SNT

A visit to The Arts House with the boyfie to see my friend's art piece being displayed. It was a wet day on Sunday, but it didn't stop me from going out! Looking at the art pieces by kids and young adults like my friend, brings back good old memories of art lessons back in secondary school. Such carefree and fun times. I love doing and looking artsy fartsy things.

Some of Hazwan's pieces up on display.

I just had to put up that last picture. Wet from the rain and stupid faces. See my flat hair! Hah!

2008-11-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

I guess if you followed my Facebook, you would know what's kinda happening in my life right now. =D

So, HELLO EVERYBODEEEEEE! I am currently jobless at the moment as today my contract ended! That is both positive and negative for me though. Positive cause it seems like I have so many plans for December and that I think I need some time to wind down. The family wants to go KL and I am so up for it even though I can like go there anytime! But going out of SG now (even to KL) seems like the best idea ever! Negative because this simply means that no work means no pay. *sob sob*

And so, I am pissed at myself for being kinda dumb. I didn't take any picture with my kids at all! LAST DAY! WHAT WAS I THINKING!?!?? Okay not thinking because I was kinda bummed as I had to relief on this very last day when I wanted to just hang out with my class. You see, I bought lil soft toys for them from IKEA. For all 29 of them. I had onl 30mins to spend with them. So so sad laaaaa~. I remember Amsyar (my cute lil class monitor) was given the lion one and he was playing with it like it was a plane. He walks around the class with the lion in his hand, in the air. Such cuteness having fun alone. I'll definitely miss my 2Joy. They're gonna go to P3 next year, hope they do well. And to the P6, all the best for your results next week! =D

And oooh, the RT outing was crazy! We had late lunch at Amirah's Grille at the Bussorah branch. Daym cool. About 18 of us I think. And I was so jakun to the max with the car lift at Golden Landmark Hotel. Super duper cool laaa tak bedek! Camwhored like there's no tomorrow!

This entry will be picture-less, I'm sorry. It's time for me to get a camera.
And handphone??????

2008-10-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

This is MadTV. And it is MAD FUNNEH~~~

His repeats BURN!!!! And his tone!! *where's yo boyfriend? can i have yo number? can i have yo number?*

Raya pictures are up at Multiply and Facebook. Well, some of them are. I still have 2 more trips, yaw!

//edit
Reading of older posts back in 2006 makes smile. How newly in love I was with my Ajid. How different I look, how different my friends look. The things that happened in my life and school. How I struggled through poly and looking back, I missed my poly life. I somehow miss being a student when I don't have to think about money all the time. The meetups with girlfriends which seems to be getting lesser though I believe the love is stronger now that we are more matured. 1st milestone(graduating from TP), cleared. 2nd milestone in it's 3rd phase, I think. NIE please accept me!! I guess I've set my path now. =)

And baby, sorry for not being able to meet you for dinner today. Cramps are killin' me =/
Sorry to Nur Diyanah, Sharifah Mahani and Nur Ili Liyana Izyan for not meeting you girls too. Saturday for Raya okay?

2008-10-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, 11th October, was the Raya outing with Poly mates minus the boyfriend cause he has duties to the force. We missed last year so this year was a makeup outing. Janji melayu as usual when planning for outings with them. Haha. Thanks to the drivers and their cars(Adliah Ismail with her Lancer and Muhd Rafiq with his brand-new Civic) as it was really a hot and scorching day. So 4 ladies and 4 NS dudes were out till 1am+ raya-ing plus lepak session like no one's business.

And so, more raya outings as planned for me these 2 weekends! Ooh ohh, malu and paiseh as I was, I still get the green packets! Bonus bonus...

2008-10-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

Raya Outing Calendar:
18th - Bestfriends
19th - 4E4 ladies
25th - SNT
26th - DIAN

And a very joyous Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of you! I seek forgiveness for all my wrongdoings especially if I hurt anyone of you deeply.

So, I can't wait for the outings! 2 weekends fully booked, yo~

2008-09-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

The boyfriend and I have this trend of meeting up after break fast during this Ramadhan. Really random meetups for OCK, honeydew ice blended(mostly I craved for it but he finished it. hurhur~), LJS and our too frequent(read: TOO) visits to Tampines Mall and Century Square. I love our walks home from our outings. That alone can make me a happy happy doodly-doo doll!
And Yazid Md, calling me is lagi important than your tido ok! Hahahaaa I-evil.com.sg/shasha

Okay, semi-depressed mode now. I failed my BBT. First try and I'm trying my best to be optimistic about it. It IS my FIRST time afterall. Took the bus home alone and walked slowly, with my mp3, ignoring the mat motors under Rin's void deck and really ignoring everything else too. Maybe I took the test too seriously. Too much till I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing or if I got the right answer even if I think it's wrong. My heart was a racecar throughout the test. Reminded myself countless number of times to just think of one thing "Think Safe". Oh well, maybe I'm not meant to pass this time round. So be it. I shall try again the next time, and when that time comes, I'm gonna go with the flow. Now I'm guessing that I forgot to RELAX. Better luck for me next time! *unsure of what smiley or expression to insert here, kinda confused actually*

Note to self:
I'm already 21. Who am I kidding? It's about time I do something about me.

2008-09-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

This seemed kinda dead, don't you think? I shall update this blog when I have the pictures to all the outings/iftars/birthday surprises so far.

UNGU IS COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR A CONCERT AT THE ESPLANADE ON THE 31ST OCTOBER! I think I'm going, what say you? I love Pasha.

Do dreams really mean something?

2008-09-01T14:21:00.001+08:00

I was watching Racheal Ray's talkshow at 12pm earlier today and this story just inspired me. I teared lots of times while watching the show. Look at the guy! He's SUPERDAD. Click on the links to find out more. =)

http://www.ocregister.com/ocregister/homepage/abox/article_1665903.php

http://www.people.com/people/archive/article/0,,20061336,00.html

Such good-looking boys! I just wanna squeeze them! And Joseph is such a soft-spoken person, I was wondering if he's, like straight. Anyway, main point is, he has such a great heart. Humble person too. Man, see how inspired I am?

2008-08-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

10th August, someone got too excited over this man. Yeah that's me. *heeee~*
My heart dropped, rolled and it got lost for awhile while dancing. Teros tak concentrate!

Sorry boyfriend, but you are still my man. Y
And I miss you too much. We need proper dates!

1 more day to Ramadhan. I can't welcome it due to the monthly cycle BUT the first day would be a holiday for me! Happy or what. So that means 3 weeks of school while fasting then it would be Raya! Gotta sew my own baju one of these days while not working.

I think time is passing too fast for me to reflect and get hold of things before something else comes by. I'm not doing a good job of taking care of my own well-being because too many things are happening at one time so much so that I haven't got the time to pamper myself. And for the first time, I think getting my pay every 2 weeks is not making me save more/having enough money to last till the next pay comes. Maybe I should really consider teaching, so I should apply for NIE.

Speaking of which, Teacher's Day was crazy! The teachers were to go on stage and say the Teacher's Pledge(which I don't know at all! I'm not NIE trained aper~ Shhhh~). While walking to the stage, guess what song they played? SEXYBACK!! I actually walked to the beat. Can't help it. Sorry~. Hahaha. I got 2 plastic bags full of gifts. Mugs, perfume&lipgloss, candles, chocs, shells, pens, photoframes, lots of cards, paper origamis, and cute lil flowers. SIMPLY LOVELY. Really am suprised to get the gifts. Thank you!! And Atiqah&friends, if you are reading this, which I'm pretty sure that you will, thank you for the cards. Oh, and it is not our choice which class to teach. =)

In case there won't be updates from me anytime soon, here's a birthday wish to all September babies namely Rin, Aisyah, Seri Rahayu and Dzulfikar!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Love all of you to bits and may you have a great year, health and wealth. Insyallah!

2008-08-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 43RD NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!

*feeling patriotic*

While waiting for the NDP to start on TV(I love NDPs cause of the parade, marchpast, jets and fireworks.. aaahh LOVE!!), I'm currently chatting with Ain and Farid. We're all rotting at home on National Day. Bummed kan?

Anyway, after years of not celebrating National Day in school, I finally did it yesterday! In a different level and way altogether. Dressed in a red spaghetti strap layered with a white knit tunic top and red heels, I was so excited about the whole thing! MTV Seng Kang was something fresh besides the Sing Singapore while I was in Pasir Ris Primary. The day ended with Appreciation Day for the non-teaching staff, buffeted lunch and handmade paper flower with a bell. =)

Tomorrow will be another wedding show. Hoping to see Taufik Batisah, Hady.. but most importantly, not to screw up our performance. Hoping for the best!

Oh, that's me by the way. I made out with John Smith in the movie. I like Will Smith too cause he's sexy like that and has a great butt. OKAY! Time for NDP now!

2008-08-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

Presenting...
Primary 2 staff of Seng Kang Pri School!! *excited* From top left: Miss Farah, Miss Munirah, Miss Sha, Mr Tan Wei Qiang (this one a bit gila, hurhur~), Miss Nurulhuda, Mdm Lim Li Lian, Miss Anuradha D/O S. Krishnan
From bottom left: Mrs Paramjit Singh, Mdm Noraini, Mdm Chong Fei Ming, Mr Mohamad Azreen

Picture credits to Seng Kang Pri Sch website and Klaz Focus Co.

Staff and colleagues are very nice people. Really. And! I have my name outside the classroom of 2 Joy now. *hee~* I am still undecisive about whether should I apply for NIE and continue teaching OR let this contract end and then find a new job. It got harder now that I have my own form class. But the thought of preparing them for exams is the scary part. Most of them are okay but at the end of the day, I would always ask myself if they understood what I taught in class today. All I want is for them to go home and at least learn something. I never had any teaching experience, you know.

Hah! Anyways, that was an update for you on this 1st August. =)

After a long time, ey? *hehehe*

Oh! Seng Kang Pri wants reliefs still if anyone is interested. They love people. Seriously.

Malam Jaluran Seni 260708 @ The Republic Cultural Centre, Republic Polytechnic on the other hand was a success. The TRCC itself is one hell of a place! I made some mistakes but overall for Amin's piece, we were MELETOP!! I think. We know we did our best after all those changes, frustrations with musicians, frustrations with each other, prep talks and stuff like that. Zapin Persaudaraan really brought us together at the last moment. I was touched like that, felt like crying tears of joy but decided not to. And I think all of us left with a sense of satisfaction and that the weight on the shoulder was lifted off immediately once we exited the stage. Mane tak, masok curtain je pekik, lepas tu kene marah. HAHAHAHA! Happy okay dabis!! It was a painful but nice experience afterall when things are done the right way. Am glad that it is over but will miss everything. And to Dee, I read your post - your singing will not be missed =P

Ok my weekends are here. I'm finally free!!!!! *flaps my imaginary angel wings*

2008-07-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

Being a teacher is fun, especially when you have 8 year olds under your nose all day. You can't be angry at them for long cause they will somehow crack you up with their antics and such. Cute is the word.

And so, I've been 3 weeks into teaching at Seng Kang Primary School and tomorrow, the HOD for EL is coming to my class to observe me. Yes, feel my fear!! I've got my lesson planned out for that 1 period and I really hope to pull this through.

Class photo-taking in the afternoon was super kecoh with the kids running around finding me and Shikin, their form teacher. So when it was time to snap-snap, they were all sweaty!! Hahaha formal and informal pictures taken. The flash killed me. FUN LA! And obviously being the Sha that I am, I bought a new top just for today! *hurhur*

AND Chris Crocker is Damaged! I love the song, he cracks me up. Very feeling this confused person. Hahah! *Leave Britney alooonnneee!!*

That, is Rudy by the way. =D

2008-06-20T21:15:00.001+08:00

We(Ain and myself, legends/models/bestcustomerservice of SII) were given a 1 week notice by the manager last Friday after coming back from an interview. Apparently, it was a sudden notice without any reasons. This was what she said:
"By the way, I'm giving you 1 week notice as we have found replacements for you. Your last day will be on Thursday"
WTF!!

Yes I was pissed with that bloody ugly big fat b*tch! And so we went on a "strike" on that day - we didn't do any work. We came to a conclusion that she is biased, or more like racist. She made it even more obvious when our replacements are CHINESE (no offence to Chinese friends and blog-readers, but she really has this issue) and the new girl was 15 minutes late on her 2nd training day but nothing was said. See what I mean? I think that the decision to terminate us is solely based on her own personal reasons as Ain felt that she held a grudge against us - most likely because we're close to the "Big Ones" in the company. People whom we talked to about this matter even said that maybe she's insecured having 2 young girls there. She's unmarried, or so I heard. Old unwanted b*tch. Rudy (who is close to us), our Programme Manager was not even informed about this matter, while our AM and Director was. He's a funny Indian lawyer who chats and jokes with us and calls us Ma'm. The sadness can clearly be seen when he knew about it and he said this:
"Who am I gonna talk to when if both of you are not here?"
Sedih okay when he said that.

Even the students and trainers were shocked, speechless, wide-eyed. A moment of silence and awkwardness there at the counter. They depend on us, they talked to us like we've known each other since forever, they greeted us every morning when they come to class, they smiled at us every time they took the sweets at the counter even if they passed by a 100 times. Mind you, we're only temp staff but we know a hell lot of stuff and most of the students. And best of all, the students know us by name and in person. They do not know who is Ms Lim, or even worse, Ms Wong-the-old-hag-who-is-unmarried. When I was on leave on one of the days and a student was asking about something to one of the staff there (the sidekick to the one who terminated us), all she said was
"Oh, I don't know. The temp staff is not here."
Now who's being ignorant about things?

Ok, does it occur to you that I'm writing a composition here? Hahaha!

Anyway, there are alot of other things that happened. So yesterday being our last day, we bought a Thank You card for Rudy and Yang Hoon cause she's the nicest one among the rest. Plus she's getting married! Sape excited sekarang? Me! Ok, so the leaving part was hard. We didn't give anything to the rest but we said our goodbyes and thanks to the rest of the staff except for that woman and her ignorant sidekick. I'm not two-faced. If I don't like you, I won't bother to talk to you or even say "Hi".

I was sad about leaving cause I'll be leaving wonderful students, trainers and of course, Rudy. I am glad too because I can't stand people like that old woman and working in a place that's filled with hypocrisy.

Time for a multiple choice question:
Why do you think we were terminated?
a) because we went for an interview with NIE (that's what we told them, padehal interview at Sengkang Pri. hahaha!)
b) bad attitude/latecoming/lazy (but the students said we are effective and we provide good customer service unlike the permanent staff. WE WIN HANDS DOWN!)
c) racism/personal grudge (this is so obvious. hah!)
d) B and C

Please tag me with your answers. Thank you.

P.S I'm starting teaching at Sengkang Pri on Monday. Exciting!
But the staff meeting earlier today was dreadful and butt-aching. GARH!!

2008-06-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, Friday was our first time that the 5 of us managed to gather (LIKE FINALLY EH!!) after the chalet. Kentals or what? Magik Wok satisfied my cravings and my super hungry tummy, with the Sweet&Sour Fish, Baby Squid, Dried Chilli Chicken, Tom Yam Soup and Sambal Kangkong. Used up our fund money(yes we have a fund where the money will be used for outings like this) and it was all worth it! Raffles City for some great window shopping. Island Shop and Accessorize is love laaa!

Singapore Arts Festival is so happening right now and we caught an Indonesian rural drumming troupe called Mayang Sari performing outside Raffles City on Friday. They were the coolest troupe I've ever watched as their enthusiasm and spirits just awed me. I'll post a video of it if Fad passes it to me.

I'm at home today, due to rashes, penniless and the laziness to go to work is kickin' in. Pay day is on Friday and I'm impatiently waiting. So while I'm broke, fasting is the best way to spend my days and the hutangs are mountain high. *hurhur*

Someone's cooking smells nice. Oooops, puase Sha...
I shall go and do some housework now. It's about time!

2008-06-06T11:58:00.002+08:00

Imagine four 21 year olds having fun with a green blanket. Seriously. And this is what you'll get!

First, show me your pretty eyes!!

Messy hand gestures. Random! Imagine our faces behind the blanket O.o

Count to four with me.Now pout!!

The stuff we do to release stress after work and school exams. I think it's the Briyani(thanks Ain's mom!) and Snoop Dogg's son on Fatherhood. More crazy things happened and captured on camera, HERE!

2008-05-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

The Wedding Show at Ubi

Coincidentally, Hani's friend who called us up to dance for this wedding is my primary school friend, Shikin. And the bride is Shikin's cousin. She's Hamidah Wahab's daughter whose name is Shahidah too! So you can tell how nervous we were as there were guests from Suria(Atas Heights) and such. But the bride and her family were nice people and humble. The wedding was also a simple affair I guess. BUT! The wedding car was a freaking LIMO with the shiniest rims I've ever seen, I swear! $100/hr according to the big DJ man. 0.0

And guess who I saw at the wedding as well? Jeng jeng jeng~ Ask me if you wanna know. *haha*

I had a nice day today off from work. *beams* Settled the TP Tuition loan from DBS at noon with Ain and we saw our Mr. Postman! Hahaha. We don't know his name you see, so we named him that. Ok tu je.

2008-05-28T17:05:00.001+08:00

I love names starting from the letter 'A', for both boys and girls. Maternal hormones kicking in as you can see. Names starting from 'A' just sounds so pure, so innocent. I have got a few names listed down for the future (haha!). Saved in the drafts section for me to refer to.

And this is just something random. I do hope this blog is still alive so that I can read these entries and laugh at myself 10 or 20 years down the road. Silly entries, life journeys, pictures (how much I've changed!!). Hoooo boy, that is gonna be interesting~

Boyfriend had his POP this afternoon at Nee Soon Camp. I felt guilty as I'm working and didn't take leave to attend the POP. I wanna see you later lah boyfriend!!

I think the coldness of the aircon in the office is making me have tummy-aches. Weather, please stay this way, do not pour on me! No umbrella ella ella eh eh eh~ SORRY!

The wedding show on 11th May.

1 more hour. Some calling needs to be done.
Ok bye!

2008-05-26T16:27:00.001+08:00

Truth.

Acception is the only option, whether you like or not. It hurts most of the time, but that is the nature of truth, ain't it? I have come to accept certain things as they are. News from a friend reminds me that sometimes, the ones closest to you are the ones that will do you bad. And that will definitely hit you real hard because, you thought they will have your back when shit happens.

I have just started MySavingsAccount with P/O/S/B on Friday since I have the time off from work. That will help me to at least save some of my pay which has decreased rapidly in the past week. Mane tak, bills, bills, bills. Hah.

And of course, Friday was THE day!! Graduation Day 2008. I felt like Harry Potter in the graduation robe. HAHAHA! Minus the broomsticks and hats. Then Sunday was gathering with Papa's side and all the kiddy kecohness! Pictures will be uploaded once I get hold of them. =D

3 "legends" of MWC '04 batch. hahaha!

Cause in the dark of night you're all I can see
And you sure look like a star to me
- Kelis

2008-05-21T17:23:00.001+08:00

We're 2 years, baby! I felt a sense of achievement in myself last night while talking to him on the phone. Not that I broke my own "record" on the how-long-we're-together issue. Not yet. *hurhur* I felt overwhelmed and just proud of us that we've come this far with all the obstacles and things he went through while I painfully watch. I know it's not a very long time, 2 years aje. But it feels like we've known each other since forever! I love him to bits and that is all that matters. *sings* oh mama, saya mahu kahwin~~

I've got something for the male species here:
Promise her anything, but give her love
- just something I got from a slogan generator. (but it sounds like it comes from some big-shot, right? hehehe)

Oh and do you know that goldfish will turn black if kept in a dark room?
And that the Black Box found in airplanes are not black but painted red?
There, random facts for you =D

2008-05-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

It was definitely a lingerie shopping day on Tuesday with my newest twin, Ain. Pampered ourselves with Pierre Cardin's bras at Robinsons. The lingerie sale was too tempting to only buy 1. and so we bought 2! Each. I bought a pair of flats too!

And since payday came only then, we bought perfumes and lotions for our moms as a belated Mother's Day gift. It looked, felt and smells expensive and it comes from Paris though the brand was never heard of. But what the heck, the smell was so my mama's smell. And she loved it. It was the perfect gift. My mom and her reactions, so funny. Classic~

The adult feeling is sinking into me now since I'm starting to help pay for some of the utilities at home. I keep telling myself that I AM already 21 and that I will have to pay for my own bills when I have my own house later. Slowly, I'm learning the hardhips of life but I ain't complaining. (haha, I do at times and I hate myself for being such a complainer. Sometimes you just can't help it, can you?) *hurhur*

Outings with girlfriends are always great, yeah? ESCAPE and Ayat-Ayat Cinta, filled with laughter, screams and tears. I just luuuurvve my girls. Fad, you are being missed okay babe? We shall go Seoul Garden next to fill our forever hungry tummies. =D

I don't know about you, but I love these Japanese shows/comedies. Language is a barrier, but not the actions. Enjoy!

2008-05-02T12:55:00.000+08:00

The long awaited car ride by Aisyah... to ARNOLDS!Arnold's by the Fish Pond at Pasir Ris was very much as if we were in Malaysia. It was something fresh to be there and eat in the outdoors with the not-so-bright-lights and of course, with the company of good ol' friends ☺

And wow I am surprised to see the number of freshies for SNT this batch. The attendance was overwhelming and the girls are such a good sport. This is a good start, girls! I say this as every new academic year begins and I will say it again. I hope the amount does not decrease as the year goes by because it is not easy to keep the number as it is. So, I am wishing the SGH & ASGH of SNT all the best in leading the new and current batch!

Once again, the 21st birthday chalet was a blast! Need I say more? *hurhur*

My thanks goes out to the bestfriends, sister and boyfriend for making the chalet a success. Alhamdulillah! Friends and guests who came, thank YOU too! We hope you had a nice time and enjoyed the food BBQ-ed by our very own chefs, Nur Shakilah, Yazid and Ridzuan.

Big cake, aye? It was yummy-licious!!

2 nights was not enough I tell you! From the late night self-BBQ to the games in the wee hours(on both nights!) to the exchanging of presents between the bestfriends and most importantly, the company and laughters shared with all. The kecoh-ness of preps were worth our every sweat. Awwww~ such love!

2008-04-29T12:15:00.000+08:00

i feel robotic.
with feelings of course. work has been making me feel this way.
and why?
it's a torture waking up in the morning and going to work is another issue.
there isn't any motivation for me to work here. besides the students(mostly uncles/pakciks) who make me smile with their antics, other things that i do at work is filled with irritation, frustration, office politics, phone calls.
there isn't any satisfaction in the things i do.
and i have to bear with this till August.
why do i feel that working here is worse than at FICO?
there isn't any fun here. the people here don't do stupid stuff that can make you laugh and forget your problems.
when i reach home, i can't even be bothered AT ALL to sit in front of the computer, whatmore blog.
so here i am, finding the chance to blog at work.

i hate this. i really do.
ok bye

2008-04-16T17:55:00.004+08:00

Random facts which you should learn about. thanks to Ain who was bored at work. haha

Q. If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"?
A. One thousand
Clever eyy~

In ancient England a person could not have sex unless you had consent of the King (unless you were in the Royal Family). When anyone wanted to have a baby, they got consent of the King, the King gave them a placard that they hung on their door while they were having sex. The placard had F.*.*.*. (Fornication Under Consent of the King) on it.
Now you know where that came from.
(Note: Fornication means sexual intercourse between partners who are not married to each other.)

In 1843, a Parisian street mime got stuck in his imaginary box and consequently died of starvation.
Very stupid!

Never hold your nose and cover your mouth when sneezing, as it can blow out your eyeballs.
SCARY!!!

You can actually sharpen the blades on a pencil sharpener by wrapping your pencils in aluminum foil before inserting them.
You can try that!

If you part your hair on the right side, you were born to be carnivorous. If you part it on the left, your physical and psychological make-up is that of a vegetarian.
I part my hair to the left.. and I'm not much of a vegetarian. hurhur~

A goldfish has a memory span of 3 seconds.
STM!!

An elephant can be pregnant for up to 2 years
Tak berat ke?

Apple Computers:
It was the favourite fruit of founder Steve Jobs. He was three months late in filing a name for the business, and he threatened to call his company Apple computers if the other colleagues didn’t suggest a better name by 5 O’clock
Hahahhaha. I shall name things after my favorite fruits then. Like, mango?

The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.
In other words, behead. Crazy or what????

In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death.
They are even allowed to do a very eewww thing? Having sex with an animal?!?! Whatever for sey? Not enough women in the world is it?

In Cali, Colombia, a woman may only have sex with her husband, and the first time this happens her mother must be in the room to witness the act.
Ohmygod. I'm glad I'm not a Colombian woman. Malu kan? No privacy~

GOLF stands for "Gentlemen Only, Ladies Forbidden."
It's a boring game anyways.

Pigs can't sweat because they don't have sweat glands.
And they dont have much to sweat about. Lazy ass *toot*

A chicken who just lost its head can run the length of a football field before dropping dead.
Oh my God~ that is far! For a chicken.

Formicophilia is the fetish for having small insects crawl on your genitals. Gross!!
EEEEEEEEEEEE!! What kind of fetish is that?!

sorry to disappoint you with entry full of random facts.
its just that i haven't got hold of pictures of the chalet.
kesayangans, can i please have the photos. memories of my 21st tau~ it's very important to me. *hurhur*
nevertheless, the chalet was pure Y. i'm a very happy, can i say, adult?
gosh!!

P.S, i got the GSS package!! *jumps*

2008-04-09T16:14:00.001+08:00

getting sick when you turn a year older is definitely not what i had in mind. hahaha
so yeah.

thank you all for the wishes whether through SMS, Friendster, Facebook, MSN chats, tags, emails *looks at Alieyaaaaah*, personally.. anything! sorry for not replying to your SMS-es okay people, wasn't really feeling good when the clock strikes 12. really, what a way to welcome the new and older ME. haha. and i appreciate the wishes so so much. *big hug to everyone*

and i wasn't really looking forward to any surprises on the day itself except for the card Ain made and got our colleagues to sign. awww so sweet~ i'm looking forward to having fun, from 11th to 13th!! itu aje. hehehe

the parents on the other hand told me that dulu-dulu, female 21 year olds have a trend of getting kunci for their 21st. pendant kunci to be exact. so i told mama, i don't want that. i want kunci kereta. *evil laugh* papa said "lesen takde, nak kereta." well, i can pay for the license myself. you give me a car, i'm more motivated and geram to get a license. hehe.

pay day, please come on the 11th.
the rising amount in my bank account will make me a happy happy lady.
and the rising amount will help me in making the chalet a successful one, as chalets like these come only once in a lifetime.
me and fad turn 21 once only you know. =P

and ouh!! have you people seen P/i/z/z/a H/u/t's new advertisement? the one with the soccer guy who got his neck hurt? that soccer pitch was at FICO laaa. haha. ceh dah maju~~ got advertising somemore. hahaha~ i miss that place.

ooooooohhh, why is it so hard?
seriously. stop it!!

ok Ain you must tag eh.. i nak go down to take mail.
hurhur~

2008-04-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

IT'S APRIL!!

and it's dearest's birthday TODAY!! hehe. sorry eh you, i don't have anything, yet. i feel bad........ *haven't get gaji yet, nyeh*
he's turned 22!!
all i'm really really wishing for you is a much better life, wealth and health.
we'll partaaayyyy next week alright?
saya sayang kamoo teramat sangat!!

couple more birthday wishes to all April babies.
first of all after my boyfriend is, yours truly!! *jumps*
let's see, breakdown of the dates.
4th - Yazid!! (the lover, hee~)
8th - Sha!! (cool eh kiter, 4 days apart. huhuhu)
12th - Aminch!! (shorty.. hahahah)
16th - Alieyah!! (my curly friend!)
20th - Fad!! (bestfriend!)
22nd - Amin Diva!! (well, the diva!)

did i forget anyone? i hope not..

can't wait for 11th!

meetup with bestfriends on wednesday was love, minus rin. you're being missed babe! yummy food behind masjid sultan, haji lane for a little shopping. got myself a pair of training pants at 5bucks! huhu~ i really can't wait for 11th babes!

thursday was random lepak session at Aisyah's place after work! 4 hungry samdols (Sha, Ain, Aisyah, Mar), Bad Boys 2 *shake ya tailfeather*, mee goreng and cocktail pudding was a great combination. thanks ladies.. MORE please?

till then, have a wonderful weekend lovelies!

2008-03-28T11:50:00.001+08:00

today, i'll teach you some new terms.
this is Acronyms Tutorial 101. *be serious now*

1) SARS lady.

What do you think it means?

Sweet
And
Really
Sexy

that is Ain and me. haha!
ok now for term number 2.

2) SMRT. nope it's not your train rides.

Selalu
Makan
Rehat
Tidur

=) thanks eh Uncle Joseph the Assessor. so funny these uncles.
and they, brighten up our days at work.
some bought pisang goreng for us.
some wanted to treat me to coffee!
lucky am i.~

lunching soon!
and i'm meeting the boy later.. yayyy!! *jumps*

2008-03-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

when Managers are in a meeting, what do you do?

BLOG!!

sorry.
i've completed my work for today and i have nothing to do.

so i'm being a good friend and i'm helping a friend of mine to sell his 8GB iPod Touch.
his name is Alwyn and he's selling it at $400 (market price is $420).
it is unopened, brand new and i think it is a great deal.
it includes:
earphones, usb 2.0 cable, supports Wi-Fi (802.11b/g), requires Mac or PC; usb 2.0; Mac OS X v10.4.10, windows vista, or windows xp home or professional (sp2) or later; itunes 7.4 or later

anyone interested can beep me in MSN or my cell or just leave a tag message.
first come first served basis.

i have 5 more minutes and i'm heading home!!

2008-03-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

im sad.
toonek died. i don't know how or why.
yes that cute lil jinak thing. my "anak angkat".

that is its grave. abg haron MMS-ed me that picture.
*sigh*
no more cute birdie for me to look forward if i ever visit FICO again.
may that cute one rest in peace.

the boy is back in camp and it's back to seeing him over the weekends only.
*double sigh*

2008-03-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

and just as i was talking about missing outings with the boy in the previous post, we did go out at last!! supposed breakfast became breakfast+lunch with nasi lemak and sambal which was a bit salty. heh. and off we went to cityhall for Suntec's IT Show. i got rimas after a while with the number of people there. the boy wanted to get some gadgets and we saw yusoff, buah hati si sharifah. hahaha. after quite a number of rounds and me getting a lil pissed *hurhur* with everything especially my slippers which had mouths. bought a new pair at U.R.S inc and had early dinner at cavana. i wanted to walk from marina square to the Singapore Flyer. haha random i know. in the end, we randomly again were walking to Esplanade and saw the Mosaic Music Festival's advertisements on the underground walkway walls. and so we went! no, not inside the theatre. just the free shows outside at the stage. cool Aussie band there - If Angels were Architects (or someting like that). but The Cat Empire's gig 2 years ago was waayy cooler. a lot of marni-s and santos-es there as a Filipino band performed after the Aussie one. i was expecting Rivermaya *hot vocalist* but it was not them. heh. i love that day. pure randomness and we went out from morning till night. *hehe* after so long ok! love love love!!

and a view of my counter at work *hehe* close to 3 weeks there. hella fast i tell you.~

and i think that is it for now.

OH OH!! I'VE GRADUATED!! *applause* at last!! thanks. haha. lots of good memories in TP, bad ones as well. friends made, a whole lot too. and i will miss every single thing throughout my 4 years there. i am already missing it a lot. it is just so different from secondary school, you know. and yes my life changed as well, in a million ways. ok im feeling emotional now. hahaha! Alhamdulillah, i finally have a Diploma. *LOL* and i know the family is happy for me too. =)

so, what's good to do on Good Friday?

2008-03-08T16:25:00.001+08:00

on my "last day" of so-called freedom last week, i went to FICO to visit them peoples and have lunch. haha. left home at 10 and reached there close to 12. met up with abg samsul and ramle and we cabbed down to Jurong West St 52 (i swear i never been to THAT side of singapore before, *hurhur*). cab fares are paid by them (haha what's new, they never want to take my money even if i wanted to pay my share). i had kway teow with cockles. super sedap i tell you!! the coffeeshop was called MakanShiok and yeah, experience was shiok enough! hehe. nicholas reached by the time we were almost done eating. muke busok, baru bangon tido, HAHA! walked around the area and cabbed back to FICO with nic "racing" with us on his bike. taxi uncle described him as "naughty" as he was a dangerous rider. seriously! those two BUGGERS were not in for the afternoon so i had a great time in the maintenance room with the guys, and toonek! that bird, so cute la, running here and there and pecking in between our toes - which means it wants us to take it jalan-jalan. now you tell me is that cute or what! da la tak takot orang, macam nak squeeze die je! *gerams* lots of new staff, mostly interns. how pathetic. haha. then i went home at 3 (or did i meet up with the boy?). too bad abg haron wasn't there.

first comeback training with dian the day before can only be described as BLUR. i swear i felt very dumb. *hurhur*

as for the first week of work, it went fine! heehee! and working with a friend is always better. i'm still getting used to the calls, enquiries and the people there as most of them are married as compared to FICO colleagues. uncles can be so random and funny sometimes when signing up courses with us. haha. tuesday is gonna be hectic!

plans for our 21st are still very very vague. GIRLS!! WE NEED TO SIT DOWN AND DISCUSS! i've already prepared a list of things that we need and such. i'm planning what i have in mind and then later we can combine our ideas okay? don't say i didn't plan. let's get this going, bitches!

i miss outings with the boy okay. =(

oh oh! exactly 1 more month to 21. *hint hint* i'm just excited about the party, not the number. hahahah!

2008-02-26T13:45:00.003+08:00

i am having difficulties typing today. my right index finger was cut by a BBQ tong yesterday!! the blood was flowing out non-stop and it freaked me out and then i freaked my nanny out cause i said "nak pengsan, mabok2~". hurhur. but seriously, i was feeling wobbly and my head was spinning. i think i cannot see blood. besides the monthly bloodrush la. huhu. thinking of the cut yesterday still makes me giddy. heeeeeiks! the wound is deeeeeep.

anyways, that is not the purpose of me blogging today. i have 2 temp jobs if anyone is interested. office temp jobs of a few months contract, may be located at SingPost or Temasek Poly or any company that requires temp staff, good pay. there, ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME VIA HP/MSN - first come first served basis. thanks!

work starts next week for me. hahaha can't wait! working with a friend is of course fun!

i'm going for dance tomorrow after soooo long!!! i miss them girls and that one boy anyway! hahaha this is gonna be fun, i hope. and dian on thursday? i think so too. we'll see =)

oh, and a picture of the sushi i made last week

2008-02-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

today, we turned 21 months! we had L/J/S for lunch(at last we get to go out and eat! hurrr) and home-made sushi, made by yours truly of course! cucumbers, white tiger prawn and crabsticks are yummylicious. *licks fingers* hehehe. watched blades of glory online. haha, funny that one~. we had a nice time laughing over the stupid scenes and such. and his nephew is just becok like that, even over the phone. hahaha~

i miss my girls. all my girls - bestfriends, girlfriends, SNT-ians. study hard for your exams girls! and i'll see you pretty soooon~!

2008-02-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

the brother turned 16 yesterday! OMG la! like he's so BIG now. in size and of course older in age. heh. no longer my cengeng lil brother. hahaha~ have yet to get a present for him. so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD NURHAKIM! Y

i finally finished my SIP report which is due tomorrow. i've been procrastinating it since a week ago and i know i should have done it ASAP. ah wells, it's done now and i shall submit it soon.

and so my graduation will be in May. 21-23 May actually. yeap yeap. macam lama gitu ehhh? this means that i have lots of time to work. work = money. yeeessss~ come on now company, get me to work soon!

short entry, i know. just felt the need to write some things here. and i've been thinking of changing the layout of this blog. any ideas? i was thinking PINK and white. so girlish, so my colour~ haha!

home movies are nice aren't they? muahaha. Jumper, P.S. I Love You are in the waiting list. 27 Dresses was suuuuweeettt! hehe.

2008-02-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

and finally...

no more trips to boon lay for me!!

that last day was sad, yes it was but i didn't cry. muahaha. tahan beb~

pizza hut for lunch from me and nicholas to them peoples who were good to us.

yes i miss them a lot already okay. abg haron, abg samsul, ramle, nicholas, hazwan, ihsan, amie, amran, jun wei, han, cik siti and toonek.

ramle, nicholas, abg haron, me

ramle & me. behind us is the self-made ping-pong table. hahaha!abg samsul, ramle, nicholas, me, cik siti. haalloo~nicholas & me. that boy, the only other intern from TP with me since day 1. hope to see him on TV playing as a national goalie someday. good luck boy!toonek! you see, the guys spoilt it already. so jinak this one. so cute!

pictures are taken in the maintenance room by the way, where my times were spent with abg2 and the rest of the guys when i cabot from the office. hahaha. and i know they all miss me so much too cause abg samsul sms-ed me yesterday and i chatted with junwei and han who are in the office. they want me back there. haha. one thing i like while working there is - everyone, regardless of skin colour/age/race, bonded together. we are like a family. that of course excludes them. i only wished that the place is nearer to home so that i can continue working there. haha. now, what is left are good memories, new friends made and a freaking REPORT to be done! zZzzZzZZzZzz

day 1 of Chinese New Year was spent helping out at nina's wedding preps with the sireh dara and bunga rampai. day 2 was her big big day - the akad nikah and dinner at hazry's place. saturday was the persandingan and it was fun fun fun!! click here for more pictures! credits to sharina's camera. haha.

i feel so old. really. all because she got married last friday. hahaha. nak kawin jugak ah. huhuhu~

babyboyiloveyou!

2008-02-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

i must say that February had a pretty good start. from breakfast with the boyfie at Breadboard despite a casted ankle, some time with mama, some lost times and card games with coursemates, ITAS food(my egg sandwich, chicken nuggets and crispy chicken. YUM!), Career Fair with me and cipah signing up with some companies and maybe pursue a Degree in Education/Bachelor of Arts and of course, dinner with my lovelies! i had so much to laugh about with them girls and crapping away with them was the best medicine. just pure bliss.

2 and a half more days. i'll miss them peoples excluding youknowwho.

say you like my blog song. say it! nyeh~

yeah tell me about the early blogging despite a Saturday. haha.
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!

2008-01-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

i'm not an animal person but somehow i have a pet bird at work together with the abang-abang and all the other staff basically. it's fun lah feeding the bird and all. it's current home(s) - cardboard boxed filled with tissues, dead grass and whatnots to keep it warm. cute eh?

my name is TONEK (abang-abang gave me that name) and i'm a baby mynah =]

it's getting fatter. everyone keeps feeding it. abeh asek lapar bukak mulot je! wonder if it will fly by next week before i end the attachment. hmms~

and work? 6th Feb is my LAST DAY!! so that means, 4 days excluding Friday because i was granted a day leave to go to TP's Career Fair. muahaha! not sure if i'm going. maybe i should. so that means i'll have to prepare a resume to submit to the companies. AND LUNCH AT ITAS!! *looks at SNT girls*

and then Chinese New Year holidays with my childhood friend's wedding on Friday and Saturday. i feel Oh-El-Dee. period. can't wait for her big day though it was shocking news for everyone. haha. funny lah that girl, always been.

oh! i forgot to mention about our TP Open House performance on the 10th and 11th Jan 08. definitely the last for me, Cipah and Marina with SNT, in TP. all of us were just having fun. lots of thanks to Amin for making Cipah's and my dream to perform that song come true. heehee! am waiting for our beautiful t-shirt and the youknowthatonething. *hugs*

i love my boyfriend okay. drawing on casts with markers are fun! get well soon, love! Y

2008-01-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

i have been not updating for a month? that long ey. now now, this will a short one.

i.
cut.
my.
hair.
yesterday.
andihavebangs. 0.o

and seri rahayu, i think i look like you now. even marina says that. hahaha.
keri hilson? okkaaaaaay. hahaha.

ANDANDAND!!! guess what?!?! im left with say, 13 days of SIP left!! *jumps for joy, throws confetti* be happy for me people.

hoping to get either one of these jobs once i'm done at FICO.
1) malay teacher at xinmin pri. wednesdays, 3hours only
2) childcare centre job in front of TP
3) a TP job. somehow. i haven't applied but ain took it for me. thanks babe!

i just want a job to get some money and save up - even though i know i should rest for awhile till graduation.

ooh ooh, creative zen is love. muahaha!

SNT-ians, i love you girls! too sweet, just too sweet. CIPAH! we made it!!! *hugs*

2007-12-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

hari raya haji was a simple and routine affair for me and family. bukit panjang to visit my nenek with my other cousins and uncles and aunties. back at home with the other side of the family. a different feeling about the whole thing was maybe because i'm having my attachment and it didn't matter much to me when the day nears. seemed like it was just another hari raya haji. i love my make up on that day though. huhu~

i took an MC on friday morning to get myself off from work. and i tell you, it's my first MC in say, since 2000? hahahaha! ya lor, i hate going to doctors. best thing was, i forgot to ask for a receipt from the counter after getting my medicine and MC. fiona says i can claim my money back but then again, it's okay~. in total, i haven't seen the buggers for 6 days!! heaven ok!

look at the amount of plastic bags me and rin are carrying. sumpah berat! noodles, hotdogs, fishballs, tidbits, chilli sauce, syrup, aluminium trays, plastic cups/plates/fork/spoon are just some of the things we bought on saturday morning for the picnic, which was planned to be in the late afternoon, mind you.
and of course, some chicken wings from the market.

after all the rushing and cooking and getting drenched at the park, me & rin didn't have the appetite to eat what we've bought. the rest did. anyways, you can view some of the pictures at fad's blog. to rai and aisyah, i hope you girls like what we presented. hehe. to our boys who came, thanks and we love yah!

my first training as an official member of Dian was funneh~. i thought that we were late and maybe training was cancelled or something. egg mcmuffin with iced milo sungguh sedap and sarongs were kecoh like that! went to search for rin's colleague's christmas present after that and then i went home to have a nap. went out for dinner at cavana whitesands with the boyfie. i'm sick of ljs and kfc lah. but not for long. hahahahha~

2007-12-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

8th Dec:
Izyan's aunt's wedding where me, marina, cipah and zu performed 2 songs. baju kiter meletop!!
the bride loved the traditional piece when she watched it at pentas and requested us to dance that piece and so we did, plus another song learnt just a week before the wedding. klau kire btol2, 2 hari je practice. huhuhu~

interval. still looking lovely as ever!

bestfriends once again
work during the week on the other hand was kinda aight. time passed quite fast this week, which was good. haha. designed a simple newspaper advertisement, banners, brochures. i don't do IT stuff there, more like business and design. and i mean it in a positive way. =) my colleagues are great people and they are so gonna be missed when i leave or when they leave. heh.

my legs are aching today. running around pasir ris park, to downtown east and aloha loyang with missions and in SARONGS was so so fun! berkemban but with our tshirts and shorts/bermudas beneath, lepas tu lari2. sumpah kecoh~!! haha. and for the first time i climbed the spiderweb to the top. never did get the chance and time to do that. after that was eating, sabo-ing, playing card games and prize presentation to the winning teams plus certificates of appreciation to dancers. i got 1! ahahaha. thanks to Dian especially Abg Yazid and Cipah for inviting us guest dancers. we had a great time there. muchos gracias!

i've been buying clothes and stuff since i got my pay 2 weeks ago. december is also a month where THERE IS A LOT OF BIRTHDAYS! lol. don't worry. presents are coming your way. i'm your Santa, baby. nyahahaha! and i'm not your typical Santa who has a big belly and whose laughter goes hohoho~. just you wait for those nice stuff. =)

birthday shoutouts to Papa, sister Shak and bestfriend Rai. also a belated birthday wish for bestfriend Aisyah whose birthday was on 30th Nov. may all of you lovely people whom i love dearly have a wonderful, healthy and wealthy year ahead. dan tak lupa juga, moga-moga panjang umur! Y

the present for the father who turned 44 this year.

2007-12-06T16:15:00.000+08:00

yes Dee, i forgot to mention my beloved Alumnis yang sooo manis belikan bunga. hehehe. Dee, Ad, Hani, Lina, Wawa. sorry if i forget to mention anymore names. hehehe.

i'm havin a "ball" of a time here at work. note sarcasm.

marina square for grilled fish & satay with rice with my sayangs was luuuurrve-ly! i love them and so should you. Y

2007-12-04T13:22:00.000+08:00

holy shit! lama sangat tak update! hahahhaa.

ok, why do we have to learn Mandarin? why not those people who can't speak English learn English instead. Mandarin is not an official or national language in Singapore anyway. i'm not tryna be racist or whatsoever but it's damn frustrating when you call a company and the person who picks up the phone goes "Weiiii, ni she xueeeeee?(however the spelling goes la kan)". and when i don't reply to them in Chinese, they still babble on like some idiot. can't they like pass the phone to someone else? babi, pagi-pagi da buat aku bitchy.

Enchanted was love with the lover. huhu. Patrick Dempsey was oh so charming~~
*sings* how do you know that you love her?

The Kingdom was draggy and of course another propaganda about politics between America and Arab Saudi through movies. it was just aight for me. the killing will never stop.

for those of you who didn't come for Pentas Rahsia 2 weeks ago, well, you missed a great opening from SNT. i love my girls and i love those who bought the tickets to watch. thanks so much for your time and support! that 2 bloody glitches are fucking irritating. a set-up? well, i take it a blessing in disguise as SNT was TOO GORGEOUS! huhuhu~

to Sharifah Mahani Bte Syed Zainal Abidin Al-Habshee, i'm sorry for not being there with you most of the time. Pentas Rahsia is totally a different experience altogether and you made it possible. i can't wait for TP Open House!! *hugs*

to Siti Marina Bte Zainal, it's been 2 pentas together. i can't describe how it feels to have my bestfriend with me in a big show like that for 2 years in a row. thanks for understanding me and being there for me. you mean a lot, babe. *hugs*

to Abg Yazid, Abg Busu, Kak Shikin and Dian girls, thank you so much. SNT will be lost without you.

last but not least, thanks to Muhammad Noramin for the beautiful choreography! your time and efforts are not wasted. *hugs*

i will quit if i can. it's a nice place with nice colleagues but ridiculous boss. too bad this is SIP and i have to endure another 2 months before i'm out of Hell on Earth at Jurong West St 25. nyahaha~

i miss my girls so much. Fad!! you better not disappoint me today. =P

2007-10-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

just a quick update for the week.

work has been quite alright. colleagues have been gerek so far. haha. the distance is making me tired of course. i'm just gonna be positive about this. hehe. all will end on 9th feb. *smiles*

*sings*
Je m'appelle Lolita...

the raya outing with my lovelies yesterday, pure crazyness. love you people!

3rd Nov - FICO preview of Beach Soccer/Beach Volleyball/Water Soccer
4th Nov - Raya with 4e4 ladies

and i'm expecting more trainings on weekdays!! boleh pengsan lor~

2007-10-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

moving sucks. i don't want it to happen. adapting to a new environment and being further away from where i'm used to is not what i need right now or in the near years. but if that is what helps the situation, sadly i don't have a say.

attachment for me starts this monday. something is telling me that i won't have time for a lot of things and people. five and a half working days. no more saturday trainings for me, a most definite. i ain't gonna complain cause i'm looking forward to the moolah! yeah, money makes the world go round. how true is that? hah! everything needs money and nothing comes at a cheap price. so $550 is nothing though it is quite a sum for being an intern for say, three and a half months. pray that i'll have a smooth attachment okay?

haha i feel that this entry makes me sound so pessimistic.
sorry for whining.
toodles!

2007-10-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

i'm like, bored.com la.

listening to amy winehouse's playlist on my media player. and so i thought, maybe she will look better without her heavy eye make-up and that piercing above her top lip which i initially thought was a MOLE. ahahahaha! her first album was back in Oct 2003 though. so, she's not new lah kan. anyhoos, she's unique and from the first time her song was aired, gawd! aku jatuh cinta~ takdir aku hidup denganmu.... oops sorry. love her curls too. huhu!

i wanna go KL and see dzikri aidil. i think that is how his name is spelt. my new anak sedara! woohoo~ i want my own anak can?

i just can't get enough of muhd haikal. he's 3, speaks well and looks like he's 1 or 2 years old. very small, naughty and he's love!

blur lah but cute nonetheless, like his eldest cousin, nurshahidah. hahha!

and i can't get enough of yazid mohd too. he's 21, speaks well of course and looks like a chinese man(man la takkan boy kan. chet! da tua oi~). nicely built but getting thinner *blames NS*, irritating and he is love.

i miss his hair~

tell me shopping's not fun when you buy things that you need when they are cheap and kinda on impulse! hahahahha. i had fun la at bugis yesterday with my SNT-ians. and ayam penyet was the pengubat rinduku. haha! amin, if you're reading this, I WANT THE BUKA PICS! =P

ok go.

2007-10-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

i know it's a bit late but it's better than nothing at all! hurr. so...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM! segala kesilapan dan kekasaran harap dimaafkan. =)

1st Syawal. Seeking forgiveness from nenek, papa and mama has never been THAT sad for me(well, at home that is) as compared to previous years. i think i've realised the true meaning of it all. also we had our first family photo taken after say, 5 years here in tampines. hahaha! then off we went to bukit panjang to the paternal side for more raya! 3pm, back at home and more family time with maternal side. wahaha~

my family, my house and actually my brother is much taller than that
Maya, my paternal side little-lest cousin, dancing to Mimpi Manis -_-

raya aside, my SIP will officially start next week on the 22nd Oct. guess where was i posted!! hahahhahahhahaa ask me if you wanna know. =P lalala~
i hope the whole SIP thing will go on fine with no office politics and shit. Insyallah ye..
by mid feb '08, school will be over after 1 extra year. haha! thank God nonetheless cause i'm still surviving. *sings I'm a survivor, I'm not gon' give up!*

and currently my house is bein' attacked! so, chao!!!

2007-10-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

the previous post was my 100th! *throws confetti* haha! so this makes it my 101st. just had to tell everyone that ey?

anyhoos, i forgot to mention that when our semester's results were out about almost a month ago(ooops! i think), i PASSED! i mean the only thing i was scared of was seeing an F for my Major Project. i gathered courage to sign in to the TP website to check my results. yeah, i didn't register for the SMS cause i freaked out at the thought of getting an SMS suddenly and i would see an F. hahahaha! the night before, Tommy texted me and he told me he got a D and what grade did i get. mixed feelings came to me. there is a possibility of me failing it or of course, get a D which is better than a freakin F. alhamdulillah, i passed after so much time, evaluations and doubts. sooooo, i am waiting anxiously and nervously for my SIP. i hope i won't get attached to school cause it simply means 8am - 6.30pm with no pay. sucks ain't it?

you know, helping out at the shop 5 days a week is draining the energy out of me. really. and making kuih tart is boring because it is just so leceh like that! by the way, it's not the normal tart that you always see. mama's trademark pineapple tart is like an egg tart. get the picture? haha. business is doing good though with orders that we have to complete before next week when the customers will collect them. 1 more week to Hari Raya! bag and baju - done. i need a shoe damn it! i love my clutch and baju though. hehehe!

Ramadhan this year has been different somehow. with the family busy at our shop, me having trainings, the boy at camp and the time passes by too quickly. 13th Oct. i'm not feeling it yet.

yazid was being random after our break fast that saturday and so he treated me to I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry. it tickled me inside out la! we love Adam Sandler and so should you!

2007-09-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

lots of events for the past week[s] that i was so-called on an unofficial hiatus mode. haha. some really really major events that took place one after another. and all was LOVE!

9th September 2007:
Suria Lite Up @ Taman Warisan was fun-ness and all. it was love. thanks to abg yazid and the DIAN girls for the opportunity and company. =) thanks to cipah for inviting us too. hehe~ and my family turned up after the show ended and i was caught by surprise. sweet kan? haha.
10th September 2007:
Had the SNT chalet @ Aloha Loyang. love all around with BBQ-ing, video watching, games and having a good time bonding with each other. love you girls(who came of course) la! and thanks to alumnis who made the effort to come, even for a short while. it was nice seeing everyone again.

11th September 2007:
the day the boy P.O.P @ Tekong. made my way there alone and slept through the journey in the bus and ferry. so proud of him(i feel like a mum. hahaha!) and i feel so honoured to put the cap on him.

the rest of the times were dates with the boy(ouh, Ratatouille was cute like that!), school for trainings/rehearsals, JB with family and the meet-up with my girls. will update more when i'm free-er. i think the pictures can do the talking. so, proceed here. eh tapi lum upload laa.. come back soon!

2007-09-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

hi? *insert nervous laugh* err.... sorry for the week of absence cause i was out and about. most of the week was spent at mum's shop from noon till evening then papa vroom vrooomed me to kallang cc for dian training which is for the Raya Lite Up. so fun ok! will be performing at Taman Warisan on 9th Sept 07. first time performing with an outside group and definitely a first too for performing for such a major event and TV! something new and all in the name of fun and experience. =D

about a week to go before my boyfriend that i love so much will have his P.O.P.! not pop as in the pop sound la! hahahhaa! i so wanna go and see him. nyahahahaha. it's the green uniform that makes me go weak in the knees like i've said many times before.

ok, when i thought i will be free-er and not as busy when there was school and MP, i was WRONG! *TET* i'm still as busy or in fact busier such that i still have a hard time meeting my bestfriends, the 4e4 girls and sometimes the boyfriend. you people don't blame tarian for this ok? =P

i'm sure they have reasons for not allowing me to do certain things which i so want to but then again, i am NOT A KID and i know how to look after myself. i'm not 10 and i'm not in secondary school either. i am a grown-up - well, almost! the number 20 is old enough and gosh!!! bingit ar!! i should have lied but i didn't want to. da la i havent been having fun for the past 3 months! @#%@$%^^$~! pfft~

DO NOT MOCK ME. IF I DONT TALK MEANS I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO YOU AS IT IS A WASTE OF TIME.
i'm not usually like this but for the past few weeks, i don't know. i'm not me anymore.
i think i'm crazy. not that i want to. maybe i'm depressed. fuck~ i don't even sound like me anymore when i talk.

having issues here. help.

2007-08-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

i am tired. tired of school. heh.

BUT! i'll never get tired of family&friends, love and tarian! nyeh!! speaking of which, fulfilling all three things during the weekends are tiring but i enjoy every second of it. =)

had a short training over at hani's with dee for our sunday wedding show. we were crapping away and joget feeling over dan melampau. lunch and diva popular was merepeks&kelakar.com! rushed home to have a bath(i swear it was freakin' hot yesterday!) and got ready to go to kak hawa's engagement. short one cause we came late since my parents were from the shop. it was aite but kinda sad cause i didn't get to see the whole ceremony. anyhoos, she's getting married next year and i'll definitely be there. semoga ke jinjang pelamin yer!

today's wedding show on the other hand was aite too. woodlands for the groom's side and sengkang/punggol for the bride. mistakes here and there but we enjoyed ourselves. cock up gitu pon ade org mintak card nak tarian. hahaha! i do not wish to remember anything else besides our performance because everything else is not of any importance at all. thanks to hani's cousin for inviting us to dance for the second time. our costume is gorgeous la girls! hahaha.

i can count the number of hours i met the boyfriend this weekend. only 2 hours. pathetic kan? haiz. will make it up to you okay love?

oh gosh, i feel so tired now. gonna go read a book, get comfy and hopefully i'll fall asleep or something. school tomorrow to finish up that stupid MP which has delayed me of so many things. ouh, i'll post pictures of us girls at today's wedding once i get hold of them and when i'm not so busy. ;)

some people, just never change despite having completed something so holy. i'm no angel here but at least have some decency in what comes out of your mouth especially when you are almost half a century old and should know better. i swear everything you say just hurt people whether intended or not. NO RESPECT YOU BIATCH! hati tu dengki sesangat. sumpah kurang ajar. aku sembelih kau baru tau. next time i'm gonna be rude to you, ok Mr.macampahammulotlaserkalahmamijarum? i hate you for life. never once i liked/respect you as a person or someone's dad, husband, nenek ke datok ke berok ape ke. why? simply because you do not respect others, especially my family. =D

hah. such hatred in me. lol!
and this entry has gotta end!!

2007-08-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

21st Aug was our 1 year 3 months anniversary. hehe! nothing special at all. just a visit to TTSH for his jab and lunch. i rushed to school after lunch for a short training with them bitches and then off to meet him again to send him off at changi ferry terminal as he had to book in at 2030hours. ouh, tell that sergeant of yours to not point fingers blindly. geram ok~!

i borrowed 2 books from the library with cipah the other day. reading one of them now but i have to stop cause i have to complete the fcuking MP. yeah, if you must know, he told us to do it somemore and he wants to see it this friday. i swear i am too lazy but i don't wanna repeat this module which sucks a lot, so i'm gonna do it anyway. just when i thought it's over, it came back. tok is never gonna let me go, is he?

and sorry to everyone who made plans to meet up for dinner this week. i don't think i can make it. i'm so so sorry people =(

yeah and what am i doing here typing this out when i have tons to do?
cause i am NOT motivated and i want to faint.
i think i suffer from fatigue now. heh

p.s. the song on my blog is love kan? i know! hahaha~

2007-08-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

tell me this looks ok. sorry im feeling stars lah. haha.

i don't have much to update besides me meeting the boy on friday for Rush Hour 3 which rocked and i wanna watch it again! saturday was spent accompanying him to study and today i sent him off to camp. i miss him already. nyahaha! hotstuffinarmyuniform. *faints*

weekends are too short. i wanna feel weekends all week long can? let it come soon, please.

2007-08-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

headache, cramps, plus it's THAT time of the month and it's not helping.
at all.
obviously, i'm not in the best of moods and right mental state.
it's like a rollercoaster in there.

my priorities have gone haywire. and until MP is over next Tuesday(i hope), then my mind will be at ease. *sigh*

give me something to believe in.

2007-08-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

NDP 2007 @ TP; the last show for this semester was bestgilernakmampos with us girls going crazy all the time! from trainings, rehearsals and lepak sessions after training. after the performance, we took pictures nonstop. i think Dee (she did our hair! thanks babe!) was tired and bored looking at us. hehehehe! really stupid pictures we took in the dressing room.
i had the weekly MP meeting with the group and Mr Tok on the later part of the day at 3pm with my make up still on. haha! then to my suprise, Tok asked me "Were you the one performing at the NDP show just now?". first thing that came to my mind was "omg, he watched the show. nasib aku tak tipu die ckp aku ade show so aku takleh dtg meeting." HAHAHHAHA! he commented that we were very professional and we put up a good show. WOW!~ i'm just happy for the girls.

later that night, i got a call from the boy at 8. happy ok! he wanted to meet me for dinner at 10. so yeah, he was late (blame the bus!) and we sat at habibie. he ate, we talked, bought some stuff at the supermarket and went home at 12+. the 3 days outfield explains his absence. hish!

rafiq's chalet cool eh. i like the bungalow. very big and stuffs like that. me, ad, yazid, aizat, amin and zuck chilled at the karaoke/game room at the top level with fiq, watched home alone 2 on HBO(favourite!) and ate the food BBQ-ed by his relatives. then i sent the boy off to camp at night.

TROY was love kan? i rushed home from pasir ris to watch that. hahahah! it was a good 3 hour movie. hehe!

2007-08-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

met up with the 2 bestfriends yesterday for our lost times. girls, i think its been years since only the 3 of us chilled. KENTAL OK! i want that secondary school bond back. anyways, sakura at city hall was love with fried wantons, beef fried rice for me, seafood fried rice for rin and we ordered claypot beef rice for fad. we want her to eat more, you see. hahaha! and that last wanton was so so wasted. i tried to cocok it with my fork while it was on the plate. skali licin, keplok! it fell on the floor(!!). 2 waitresses who were clearing our plates away saw and one of them picked it up. malu laaaaaaaaaaa~~ now i'm kempunan like that. nevermind the smallness of the wanton. sheesh!

shopped for rin's friend's(ehem! not boyfriend? heheheheh.) birthday present after that. so it was a ripcurl wallet! nice and rugged. i love the cards la rin! and the box, and the ribbon...... haha. after which headed to esplanade to chill and snapped the night away!

i wanna say sorry to rai and aisyah for not asking you guys to come along cause the 3 of us need that short, precious time. i hope you girls understand. i'm really sorry. love you both as much. meet soon for dinner and clarke quay ok?

simpsons the movie was kelakarnakmamposidontcareilaughedoutloud.have always loved the series and the movie was not disappointing, really. love bart's laugh, such cuteness he is. hahaha~ to boyfriend; thanks for the movie treat and the food and time on both friday and saturday. and sunday too. esplanade on saturday was so so wrong with baybeats going on. argh, rimas~. hehs. all of you, yes ALL of you, go watch it! rush hour up next ay. and I LOVE THE BOYFRIEND TO BITS! nyeh~

2007-07-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

sweet, no?

training today was the most slackest since we just wanted to recall the steps and do some admin stuff. we're so much closer now and i'm so so glad that sharifah and me have you girls to count on in times of need. thank you girls! Y

you've heard this millions of times but i'm gonna say it anyway. I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! nyahahahahha!

2007-07-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again

Here I stand
So inspired
To take your hand
And never take for granted
What I was granted
Once again

I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again

and that, is a soundtrack(Once Again by Frankie Jordan) from Win a Date with Tad Hamilton! which was screened on channel 5 just now. typical storyline BUT I LOVE IT! sometimes these fairytale-like movies make me happy cause it seems too good to be true. josh duhamel didnt make me melt like a candle somehow. he has a hot bod of course, just that i didnt like his famous actor and playboy character. kate bosworth is pretty and topher grace was just the sweetest. sweet is the word ok. lalalalala~

i am so missing the boyfriend since the minute i sent him off at changi. since it's field camp, he's probably digging a hole in the ground to sleep right now. heh. poor baby. 6 days of no sms-es, calls, whatever. hopefully he doesn't fall ill cause of the rain and all. we need a proper date where no one will disturb us. =(

my deepest condolences goes out to cipah. babe, i know you'll stay strong through all these. just pray for her ok? *hugs* lau pa sat/simpang bedok can always wait. hehe!

mccafe with the lovelies was lovely. more please girls? rai, you owe me pictures! and FAD! make sure you are present next time, sakit ke tak sakit. hehehehe evil eh aku? Y

makcik2 giler but i love.

went to the shop to help mama out today. apparently, there is this guy from MTM across the shop who one day(while i was at the cashier) asked my mum "cik, pekerja baru eh?". -_- riiiight. kelakar ok! and today, i went to help at the shop and not remembering about him la of course. i don't even know who he is cause when he passed that comment, i didn't know who said it as there were a few guys around. then my dad said the guy kept on walking from his shop to another shop just so that he can see me as he passes by. double -_-. so i saw him just now and he looks like he's in mid-twenties la and looks like DKK. my dad even said "suke la budak tu nari pekerja baru datang." triple -_- can?! hahahaha! sorry la whateveryournameis, i have a boyfriend already. ahahaha~

people around me seems to be falling ill with sore eyes. i scared~. ahhaha. don't infect me people! i just cant afford to have them now when MP is begging me to complete it. garh!

that fuzzy feeling in me when you look into my eyes

2007-07-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

to whom it may concern(1) :
i don't know what is with you. maybe you haven't had a taste of what me and him went through. there is just too many things that came in our way and yet you had to add to it. we pulled through those rough patches and even the good ones without you. maybe you wanted some credit for the good times but hey, what you did was minimal; too minimal that it doesn't really hit us. or maybe because you dont know the real story. do some soul searching and learn. learn about life, and not only what happens as how you see or what you saw but also through other's perspective. not knowing the real story and assuming this/that is just so shallow. open up that mind, please. and i think you try too hard to be like someone else. if somehow this smacked you hard in the face or bottom or wherever, well.... let me tell you this. may your plan fail. =)

to whom it may concern(2) :
it's such an unreasonable excuse that you gave. argh! *breathe sha breathe*

and its not like me to post issues here in my blog. but its been bugging me like a fly.

meeting the bestfriends tomorrow! i wanna loose myself, please.

i don't feel like going to school tomorrow(lagi-lagi ade meeting ngan tok). tell me it's not a good decision..

2007-07-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

consellation prize only? yeah i'm sad no doubt. because i've seen effort and that the girls enjoyed themselves on stage that day. ok maybe we did put hope on top 5 places. but then again, a competition is a competition; some lose and some win. so girls, it is okay. better luck next year perhaps? hahah. will upload pictures once i get hold of them. =)

thank you cipah

and i'm at my lowest these days. gosh, this blog has become so dull. heh.

where my girls at? i need you.

holding on, never let go.

2007-07-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

i'm having issues with people. no, no that's so wrong. people are having issues with me. ahh betol!~ and im missing the boyfriend like so bloody much i can cry a full pail. only my pillow and ernie knows. haiz....

on a lighter note, i took an online IQ test(note: clickable) given to me by fish. hahahah it tickles me that some questions are kinda basic but we tend to forget these things. anyway, i scored 113 - which is average(almost an intelligent!) and most people will fall within this range. =D you should try cause it's fun la especially when you're in the lab eating carrot cake and trying to do your major project. hurhur.

off to bibik's again at 4 with diena and back to school for training. seemed like last week i did the exact same thing. heh. the competition is in 2 days' time and im starting to feel the tension. my right knee is giving a hell of a problem due to trainings every single day. how about 1st place for fiestari 2007, girls? hahahah. well, i hope to win at least something, say top 5 lah(since the rest are consellation prizes -_-). menari tu jangan macam lidi.....you lack character and feel; an advice from amin. hahahhaa. thanks amin. will work on that asap.

thesecrampsarekillingme. help!

pictures from Racial Harmony Day 140707 @ Kovan Hub..
(YANG TAK MENJADI! *sorry had to emphasize on that. haha*) are up at my multiply. blogger is being a bitch la with the photos!

2007-07-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

i've been on the search for good food(cheap, average or pricey) lately and i came up with a list of the places. well, not that they're new. i just haven't been to some of them. heh.

alfresco @ downtown east(love the satay and char kuay teow)
seoul garden (been decades since i last went there)
satay @ clarke quay
breeks cafe (i think they have more choices than swensens - for the same price too!)
east coast lagoon
secret recipe
makansutra gluttons bay @ esplanade
amiran's cafe

makan jom! *to the tone of JB mats*
sorry, couples' inside joke while at JB.

* * * * * *

anyways, the saturday show at kovan hub was CANCELLED! disappointment to the max okay. all of us came to school early just to dress up and make up. the biggest person on earth super fuckin wasted everybody's time. i tried hard not to cry cause i was super frustrated and tired. the moment my boyfriend called me, i cried like nobody's business in the toilet. abis makeup! hahah. to my SNT, dont be discouraged from what happened okay? and sharifah mahani, it's not your fault that this happens. thanks to both you and dee for helping us to siap even though in the end it didn't happen. haha! bad day i tell you. but mr yazid was sweet enough to rush after the pit and meet the hungry, cranky and bitchy me. i love you so~

there are just so many things going on at this point of time in my life. i take this as a test of my patience and will to stay strong for the people around me and also for myself. and im glad that through all these, i have the family to just be there for me, boyfriend to give me advices and strength and friends who care for me. love you people so much. what more can i ask for? those who are out to ruin my life are not worth being close to me. i shall just ignore you cause you don't fuckin exist in my life anymore =)

sorry for the vulgarities cause its just not me. eh tapi aku punye suke la! hurhur.

2007-07-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

HI!
it's close to 1am. i should be sleeping cause i've had a looooooong and tired day *looks at cipah*
dance piece for competition is almost complete!! and im so so happy that the zapin piece is finally getting together cause it's this saturday! argh!! i just hope that we can really prove something. it's the freshies' first show(external lagik! lucky bitches. hehehe!) and definitely a first for most of us as well. we can do it girls! =)

anyway, i have lots to do on my list tomorrow. school in the morning, afternoon date to town with ain and evening date with diena to bibik's. nope, not for fun/shopping. haha i wish i could though. getting some stuff for SNT kesayangan. and then back to school again for training.

i just cant wait for the show to take place and get over and done with. i want to spend time with family and boyfriend this weekend. i miss nenekku at bukit panjang and the kiddies. hope to see them all on sunday. after the competition, it's time for my dosage of bestfriends. gosh i miss them so.

why even bother in the first place?
i'll hush for now.

2007-07-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

bah! busy busy week i had.

let's start off with that trip to {Asians Civilisation Museum(ACM)} over at Empress Place last tuesday with my Culture & Expression class. now tell me, when did you last had a class field trip? i swear i had a great time with two newly made friends, maisarah and rebecca - both of whom are only 18. they thought i was 18 too. hahahahaha! well, what can i say, i dont look 20 do i? to end the trip, our lecturer treated us all to ice cream potong. he's super weird. he told us that he doesnt understand why its called "potong". and mind you, he pronounces it as "pudong". yeah with yershortchinesetongue. so the malay students in my class were laughing at his silliness and we left him confused as he still is. huhuhu.

and dance tires the shit out of me. period. an external show and a competition. how more kecoh can it get?

i miss the boyfriend like a lot a lot. i am forrealll....~

to bestfriends, im sorry for not meeting with you guys lately. ive been super busy even my weekends are packed. lagi-lagi now i got saturday and sunday army boy. hehe. promise will make it up soon kays? miss korangs to the max ar =(

2007-07-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

bet yall have seen this before on teevee. had too and i just couldnt resist watching it for the second time. stumbled upon this video and decided to share. =) whatmore, with all my favourite people on stage all at one time, i just had to. especially that man who took of his jacket and bootyshake-d. haha. ok ok dont be too starstrucked now.

yes ive been missing in action for the past week due to school, trainings and whatnots. most importantly, the boy booked out on thursday evening and i fetched him and yusoff together with cipah. hehehe. i had butterflies in my stomach all day ok! so there he was, around 8pm appearing from the MRT station. he's thinner and a lil darker and of course, hot as hell in the green uniform. hahahahaha! so we had our must have LJS dinner and chilled for awhile before he sent me home.
friday was our date. we planned to watch TRANSFORMERS at marina square. so after buying the tickets, he randomly wanted to have our late lunch come dinner at pizza hut. his treat. heheheheh. spent a nice time at the same table as our previous pizza hut date and off we went to watch the movie. it was AWESOME! all those effects from start till end is wow ok, wow~. you people should catch it cause its worth your moolahs. after the movie, we walked around the place and spent quite some time in a cd shop where he bought for me a cd called Bossa Lounge. vair vair sexy and chilling jazz+brazilian music. he said i needed music while doing MP so i wont get stressed. hehe so sweet. thank you darling and iloveyoulikeafatkidlovecake. HEHE!
we ikea-ed the next day. kaki boleh putus cause we're both tired. i was from dance training and he, from beach rd getting all his necessary army stuff. i got a lil cranky at times. haha. but it was nice cause we just had to see each other. macam irresistable gitu. hahahaha!

my mission was to meet on all 4 days while he was out of camp and send him off to camp. so i did! on sunday i sent him off and we sempat berpasar-malam at pasir ris before he had to report at the end of the interchange with his other platoon mates. you can kill me in that uniform you know that? too much green i tell you. like, everywhere. some women even. and they looked so small, they could fly off like leaves if the wind is blowing too hard. hahaha.

mission accomplished! another 5 more days till i can see him again.
gosh people, sorry to bore you with the entry.
sharifah, you feel me baby? hahaha! ouh and thanks for the egg tart =)

2007-06-26T15:38:00.000+08:00

I'm selling some of my clothes here after some ambush on the wardrobe.
For now there are 2 items.

Payment mode: Bank transfers or payment on the spot if you wanna do meetups. (I'm cool with meetups IF you wanna do so in the EAST)

Email or MSN me your contact details if you wish to purchase any of these items. You can try to bargain with me for them, depends on your luck. ;P

Brown off-shoulder top with 3/4 sleeves from Xtomic. Never worn before! Fits a size S.
Price: $22

Orangey brown collared tee. Can be worn as a formal top or casual top. Worn twice but still in good condition. Fits a size S or small M.
Price: $14

thankies darlings. =)

2007-06-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

i miss my lil kiddy cousins. those adorable, cute yet irritating and amusing lil humans.
i miss having to come home and suddenly greeted with these small people.
yeah my house used to be a "childcare center". hahah.
never fail to make others laugh with their antics do they?
i want my own kiddy(s) now please.
i need some innocent joy in my life.

gentarasa fringe show at RP yesterday evening made me super hungry and made my leg macam nak patah. video-ed dances which i could afford(as requested by amin yang teramat DIVA, hehe.). me and adliah met up with 2 other ladies, cipah and dee and off we went to somerset to have our fish soups! gawd i swear i felt like i was fasting yesterday while on the way there. then we made our way to heeren to pick up miss nur ili liyana izyan and went to lido mccafe. sadly its penuh! so we crossed over to borders indoor coffeebean. aircon mah, panas nye pasal. *teehee* played the saywhatcomestoyourmind game. i had a laughing fit la okay. fun, random and sumpah merepek giler! love you girls!
short entry, ey? malas.com la!
and plus i miss the boy like craaaaaaazzeehhhhh. 4 more days!!!!
june 28th. alfresco @ downtown.

2007-06-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

ive missed idontknowhowmany episodes of ugly betty and im pissed!

so caridee won! *yay* and miss shethinksshesthebest melrose LOST! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! she's such a bitch. yeah i watched ANTM last night and managed to catch the last few minutes where both models enter the room to be chosen who's the winner. gawd~ melrose had that "I am so gonna win this!" face. amik kau. she cried and was disappointed that she was not chosen after putting in so much hard work. well, you've got bad attitude. though i think jaeda could have gone further in the competition if she tried. ah wells, melrose lost - that is most important. heh.

pretty pretty

saturday's meetup with them girls was tummy-aching cause they made lame and stupid jokes and i laughed till i almost chocked on my cherryade. hahahaha! tongseng was love and then walked to cityhall and windowshopped at raffles city hoping to see wawa working at warehouse. bought subway cookies. yummylicious!! so chewy, so yummy!! wanted to buy donuts at doughnut factory but of course, the queue was sumpah panjang giler and i didnt expect it be THAT long ok. went to funan's mac cause the girls wanted icecream. i had the $2 double cheeseburger(when i thought i only wanted desert) even though i was still kinda filled with the fried fish soup and cookies. just had that eating thingy in me that day. hahaha! after rin and fad left, the rest of us headed to marina square cause miss shopaholic rai wanted to get basics from topshop. i almost got one from zara(only $11.90, that's why) but they didnt have them in white. i sad. and so we head home after that. sumpah penat. and sluts, thanks for the day. karaoke and secret recipe is next, perhaps?

my arm looked big and muscular. burok!

training earlier that day makes my feet ache till today. and im so malas like that to do MP. someone please motivate me! i no longer feel the importance of MP and hence the laziness. NOW SOMEONE SLAP ME!

day 5.

2007-06-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

yeap! im back!

well, i have TONS of pictures to upload of various outings with friends, bestfriends, boyfriend, the JB trip and the boyfriend send-off to Tekong. *sobs*

i shall just leave you guys with some of the pictures, yeah?

the random meetup with ain & su

the short meetup with gurlies!

the JB trip!

the outing to bugis

the boy got into P Company (as how amin would say it "KOMpeni"). all the while at Tekong, i kept my cool and didnt feel any tears that would well up in the eyes and become waterfall soon after. but as soon as he turned for that last look, GOSH! hujan~! he didnt see of course cause i turned away. hurhur. tanak tunjuk sedih ah konon.
and now, im waiting for one very important call from Tekong.
godknowshowmuchimissyou. and its only day 2.

2007-06-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

towned with 3 snt-ians on saturday after the knee-aching training. i tried fried mars bar for the first time and it was eye popping!!! 0.0
sedapgiler.com okayyy~
*ergh* and so many people in town menyakitkan mata cause they try too hard to dress up and look "unique".
i bought a pointed red heels for $10 and it gave me blisters yesterday. nyeheheh
girls! korang fun. hahaha more outings!!! chalet next perhaps? *looks at diena*

work yesterday and today was fine. got 2 new tops again today at international plaza after work.
cheap cheap cheap!!!!

im so craving for roti john now.
tomorrow perhaps? *hint hint to boyfriend*

saturday is slut day. make it happen girlfriends!!!!!!!!!

and this is as requested by lela. i swear im braindead, or more like lazy to think of these random lil things. heh.
The rule: Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about himself/herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, each tagged person needs to tag 6 other people. List their names and don't forget to leave a comment reminding them that they are tagged.

1) i like to termenung and frown when im alone especially when waiting for someone. i realised when im doing that and it is a bad habit, i know. -.- and if you see me with that frowned/expressionless face outside, dont think im sombong or pretending i dont see you.
2) i cant sleep when it is too silent. it freaks me out and my ears will berdesing. hahahaha!
3) i take 1 or 2 hours to get ready and this includes taking a bath, picking out clothes to wear, make up, hairdo etc. lama kan i know. its like a ritual. hurhur~
4) butterfly accessories make me go crazy but im scared of the real ones. =/ weird enough for ya?
5) my hair is natural curl and i bet all of you know that. hahahahaha
6) i DONT smoke. no, its not weird. unless you think i do(cause i look like a smoker right?). and you dont know me if you think i did. nyeh!

im lazy to tag peoples right now. do it if you feel like it okay? =)

2007-05-31T19:34:00.000+08:00

yeap you guessed it right! ive watched pirates of the caribbean 3!!!!!!!!
it. was. a lil. confusing.

but nevertheless awesome~

thanks for the much needed movie date dear.

and today is vesak day.

went off to queenstown with papa, mama and sis to visit my nenek. headed to mustafa center to shop!!

finally, ive got a 512MB memory card for my hp. *jumps for joy*

oh! and a pair of shades for only $1.90. huhuhuuhuhuhuhuh

now i cant wait for the JB trip with bf, cipah&yusoff and dee&ahmad.

*shouts* i can go la i can go!!!!!!!

pardon if i sound like i just got released from a cage.

apparently i just had.

lalala~

sluts, we really gotta meet up!

*smacks all of your big boobies. hard*

2007-05-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

NEWSFLASH!

he's going to serve the nation in less than 3 weeks' time on the 14th june together with sharifah mahani's boyfriend, yusoff. yayness! all 4 of us were soooo excited over the matter. ive got a friend now and cipah, you dont have to worry about not having a friend whose boyfriend is in NS. *jumps for joy*
that shocking news came about on thursday night.
ive got my own army boy now. hurhur~

and i think its time to spend more time with him cause i feel ive been not seeing so much of him lately.
we need a movie date, boy!!

to my lovely sluts whom i love a lot, insyAllah meet on one of the days ok babies? time for some inhouse movie and dosage of boobies!

oh my, camp went well despite the things that happened during the camp and only the campers know. to the girls, work harder and dont be demoralised by what people say. take it as something you can work on and you need to work hard on it. we will bring the name back again soon. and i hate having to talk in front of crowds which i had to during the camp. paisey la!!! huhu~now, performing is totally a different thing okay. nyeh!
hope everyone enjoyed the camp cause i did! actually i was hoping for more attendance but oh wells.
my big thanks to adliah, hani and mai for helping out in the workshop cause if you girls were not there, i would have died conducting it alone. heheh. and thanks to ili too for helping out in the games.

after which, the leftover SNT-ians who stayed from start till end, me, shidah, mai, diena and hawa bought burger ramly and bubble tea and sat down from 7pm till 10pm under the void deck nearby my house and had a nice kecohrablenakmati girl talks. you girls rock!

oooh im still having flu and suare aku rock giler!! woohoo~

2007-05-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

i need a break.
im losing my grip.
im not focusing on my MP.
garh!

1 more week to term break. NOT!
no break for me cause i simply cannot be behind time.
i dont wanna fail.
its too much of a risk.

am quitting work in 2 weeks time.
goodbye prudential.

2007-05-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

It's a test on how we hold on to each other,
never break apart.

our 1st year.
lots of ups and downs together.
and its only a year.
we believe that the years ahead are not going to be any easier but nevertheless we'll stay strong.
we've passed this big number ONE.
IYYOU

i knew you'd love the watch cause i did! hehe.

and you get well soon ok?

dianfest yesterday was fun despite the technical problems. grr~

it was a whole new experience for me. cool shiet. =)

2007-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

dance today was tiring tiring! i have lotsa blue blacks on my knees now la ok! hurhur.

am so so nervous for tomorrow's dianfest @ kallang cc.

after training had mee kuah(slurrrppsss~!) at haji kader. some rules that we didnt know huh girls? nonsense.com.sg!!

me and the adliah ismail headed to bibik's to get some stuff. teh o and kuih keria at teh tarik after such a loooong time eh bitch? haha. walked around, saw a white tube dress at $5.50. ONLY!!! bought it on impulse la of course. hahahahhaa. thanks eh ad for the time!

till the next update on tomorrow's performance and the week ahead~
i love you peoples and i need a timeout from school. heh.

2007-05-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

vivo with them 4e4 girls was awesome last friday night! pictures uploaded at multiply. like at long last, we met up with JAM! had nasi ayam sweet'n'sour at the hawker center at harbourfront while waiting for the superstar late ladies. hurhur. then headed to vivocity for loads of snaps and catching up at starbucks. aisyah's cousin sent us home in his ride. i love free rides home. hurhur~ woohoo! btw btw i took this shot. lawa kaaaaaaaaaan??

kak yen's chalet was cool and she bought for all the moms a carnation flower since it's mother's day. moms were so touched! hahah! food was good~ and dian virna is super cute!

mama dearest - candid!

sha, fifi, kilah - sometimes we look alike

mother's day was just spent at home with the family. wanted to bring the mama out for dinner but confirm ramai orang and nenek sorang kat rumah. so i asked the sister to buy burger ramly-s at the pasar malam near my house after work. sodap noh~!

ive been having lazy moments every morning once i wake up. why eh? and the lazyness to go to work has never been this much! lol. im deciding to take a week off and start next tuesday since i have journal to submit today(da pass up pon~) and show this sunday. well, money wont be coming in that much then.

i should start coding now or else tok will give us warning letter. merepek nak mati!!

2007-05-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

like OMG laaaa~!
today was my first time EVER in my whole 20 years of life that i rode on a motorbike!! papa sent me off to school for training from our shop and there i was on the bike vrooming away. i scared actually. he selit-selit between vehicles, oh no. lorries and whatnots ok. sumpah serammm~ and lucky for me, his bike had the box at the back. if not, i would be scared to death thinking i would fly off the bike at any point of time. serious ok~! hahha

ouh yeah. we have a shop now over at joo chiat. mama's making it big someday. hopefully all goes well =))

what would be your reaction if you got an sms from your dad which says:
"Be prepared to take up drivers license"
my first thought was - "omg he's gonna sponsor me!"
and to my surprise, i got home and my sis told me the same thing. we're both gonna be enrolled for driver's license pretty soon! wooohooo~!!

parkway later with them dance girls for a meeting cum picnic is gonna be fun fun fun!! i hope most of them turns up. heh~

and blogger's being a bitch. a very rude bitch...

2007-05-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

lol. you must be wondering why am i blogging at 9am on a friday morning when i can sleep till 12pm and go to work since i do not have classes. you know, i should be doing my minutes. alaaa, nanti la!

im enjoying my lo mai kai(i think that's what it's called. lol) here in the lab alone. it's cold. actually i had to submit the TOR which i thought should be submitted personally to the supervisor, Mr Tok Nam Huat. but then i got quite disappointed when he told me actually submission through Ole was fine. -.-
luckily enough, i told aizat to send it yesterday at 1am(!!) and i sent a copy as well to Tok's email. sometimes i can be kanchiong like that! hurhurr~. i'd rather be cautious just in case. better be safe than sorry, right?

anyhoos, my date at Pizza Hut @ Marina Square with the boy was cool and freezing cold altogether. we had the hut's couple meal and topped it up with 12 sweet'n'spicy drumlets. yeah 12. gelojoh eh? hahaha! but we finished every bit of food on the table. phew~ the diner was small compared to TM cause they had no buffet thingee goin' on. service was fast thanks to suffy(the waiter who served us from the start and i thought he was chinese!), the indian manager and the waiter who we didnt care much about but he delivered our food. haha. walked around marina square & esplanade, sat in front of Fullerton Hotel by the river, talked, crapped, 7-11 for big gulp, and last train home from city hall. i had a whoopeedoopy time with him. nak lagi daaaaates! spiderman3 next week eh eh eh?
anti-climax - i forgot to take pics of our dinner =/
nyahahahhaa~

next makan stop - seoul garden! rai, wanna go coupling dinner there? heheh.

ooooh ive got work till night today. *squints eyes* not feeling work today but i want those yusof ishaks in ma pocket baby!!

2007-04-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

my life for the past 2 weeks was super hectic, super fun and super tiring! went out everyday without fail cause of:
1) training almost everyday for arts fest during the last week of the semester break(and the show went well except for youknowwhatbutitsokay),
2) had a total of 3 birthday surprises for me(thanks people! you guys are so lovely =))
AND AND
3) ive started work at prudential. i get weekly pays which is like wawaweewa la!!! wakakaka~
best part; i bought myself a new half cardigan with the first pay, spent a little on food, saved the rest and gave my parents $50. that was what i promised myself.
so, yay!

while at work

bestfriends surprise birthday party
gurls nite out+surprise for me!

amin's & april babies surprise

now i want to congratulate that sweet sister of mine, marliana mansor, who got engaged today to her beloved boyfie, shuhaimi. babe, im so sorry i couldnt attend. nanti kau kahwin aku datang, confirm! heheheh. wishing you all the best and insyallah sampai ke jinjang pelamin yer! hehehe.
lots of things happened. such funness and such great friends/company i have. all of which you can share the joy that i had at my multiply once the pictures are uploaded. speaking of which, please gimme the pics people! =P

next up - spiderman 3 & pirates of the carribean 3.
bestfriends!! boyfriend!! lets go!!
ah! such looooove~

2007-04-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

to bestfriends and sister: it was a super nice surprise! love all of you truckloads ok!!

belated/advanced little birthday party or not, it doesnt matter. what matters is that we met, had fun and we're happy! plus the fact that i thought it was only a surprise for fad, they bitches had a surprise for me too. well, i was surprised, really. at everything. so surprised that i teared. ahhahaha. macam touched la ngan korangs.. tau tak? i can never have enough of you kental people. YYY

isnt this preeeettaaaaayyy?

and this tooooo!!

thanks girls. i didnt expect anything this year and you girls just wow-ed me. my thanks arent enough! hahaha!

pictures are with rin. the day was just crazy! will upload them at multiply once she gives em to me and yeah, go see how crazy we were. heheh.

ah!!! tomorrow's the performance at hani's relative's wedding! 1st time. seramsssssss...

meet the robinsons on tuesday was cool with the budak ciner. =D hahah.
now he's at ubin for some camping with the boys.

imissyouyazid

2007-04-13T01:22:00.001+08:00

shoutouts to other april babies(in advanced for some!)

for aminch who turned 21 yesterday(12th april)

for fad who is turning 20 on the 20th!
babe, i love you a lot and may this year be a great one for you. 20 tau! heheh. hurry up and pass your driving test and take us around you bitch! so lambat.... hehehe. all the best with the boy and uni life. you'll do just fine =)

and for amin yang teramat diva who will turn 21 on the 21st(kan amin?)!
bitch, be safe eh. come back must teach us again ok!

happy birthday to indah and lina too! love all of these april babies and may all of you have a great year ahead =)

arts induction camp on the 11th was aite. some pictures taken due to boredom in the LT. macam bukan camp ok!

oh oh!! i got the prudential job! will be working with rai too. hoorah! *jumps around*

im getting so busy these days. dance for arts fest, dance at a wedding this sunday and dian dance fest. excited giler la! plus im starting work this monday.

all the best to me!

2007-04-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

well first of all, thanks to everyone who wished me on my birthday yesterday. =)
nothing special though. just a short meet up with rai and my boyfriend.
boyfriend treated me and then we slacked around for a while.
wanted to catch a movie but didnt cause its sunday and its gonna be costly.
$9.50 kan? heh.
told him to save his money instead.
so we slacked around, joked, talked about random lil things and just enjoyed each other's company.
he walked me home around 10 cause he was tired from the rewang earlier yesterday.
anyway i had fun walking! plus no matreps were seen loitering.
our eyes were not damaged during the walk. hahaha.
thanks baybeh for the simple day out. love you!

im loving this song and video. the whole black and white concept; super nice!
and and the pianoooo sedap giler laaa. i can just melt listening to it.

training later at 7pm. toodles!