The light of your love guides me

Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 21:09

i am tired. tired of school. heh.

BUT! i'll never get tired of family&friends, love and tarian! nyeh!! speaking of which, fulfilling all three things during the weekends are tiring but i enjoy every second of it. =)

had a short training over at hani's with dee for our sunday wedding show. we were crapping away and joget feeling over dan melampau. lunch and diva popular was merepeks&kelakar.com! rushed home to have a bath(i swear it was freakin' hot yesterday!) and got ready to go to kak hawa's engagement. short one cause we came late since my parents were from the shop. it was aite but kinda sad cause i didn't get to see the whole ceremony. anyhoos, she's getting married next year and i'll definitely be there. semoga ke jinjang pelamin yer!

today's wedding show on the other hand was aite too. woodlands for the groom's side and sengkang/punggol for the bride. mistakes here and there but we enjoyed ourselves. cock up gitu pon ade org mintak card nak tarian. hahaha! i do not wish to remember anything else besides our performance because everything else is not of any importance at all. thanks to hani's cousin for inviting us to dance for the second time. our costume is gorgeous la girls! hahaha.

i can count the number of hours i met the boyfriend this weekend. only 2 hours. pathetic kan? haiz. will make it up to you okay love?

oh gosh, i feel so tired now. gonna go read a book, get comfy and hopefully i'll fall asleep or something. school tomorrow to finish up that stupid MP which has delayed me of so many things. ouh, i'll post pictures of us girls at today's wedding once i get hold of them and when i'm not so busy. ;)

some people, just never change despite having completed something so holy. i'm no angel here but at least have some decency in what comes out of your mouth especially when you are almost half a century old and should know better. i swear everything you say just hurt people whether intended or not. NO RESPECT YOU BIATCH! hati tu dengki sesangat. sumpah kurang ajar. aku sembelih kau baru tau. next time i'm gonna be rude to you, ok Mr.macampahammulotlaserkalahmamijarum? i hate you for life. never once i liked/respect you as a person or someone's dad, husband, nenek ke datok ke berok ape ke. why? simply because you do not respect others, especially my family. =D

hah. such hatred in me. lol!
and this entry has gotta end!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 11:25

21st Aug was our 1 year 3 months anniversary. hehe! nothing special at all. just a visit to TTSH for his jab and lunch. i rushed to school after lunch for a short training with them bitches and then off to meet him again to send him off at changi ferry terminal as he had to book in at 2030hours. ouh, tell that sergeant of yours to not point fingers blindly. geram ok~!

i borrowed 2 books from the library with cipah the other day. reading one of them now but i have to stop cause i have to complete the fcuking MP. yeah, if you must know, he told us to do it somemore and he wants to see it this friday. i swear i am too lazy but i don't wanna repeat this module which sucks a lot, so i'm gonna do it anyway. just when i thought it's over, it came back. tok is never gonna let me go, is he?

and sorry to everyone who made plans to meet up for dinner this week. i don't think i can make it. i'm so so sorry people =(

yeah and what am i doing here typing this out when i have tons to do?
cause i am NOT motivated and i want to faint.
i think i suffer from fatigue now. heh

p.s. the song on my blog is love kan? i know! hahaha~

Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 23:11

tell me this looks ok. sorry im feeling stars lah. haha.

i don't have much to update besides me meeting the boy on friday for Rush Hour 3 which rocked and i wanna watch it again! saturday was spent accompanying him to study and today i sent him off to camp. i miss him already. nyahaha! hotstuffinarmyuniform. *faints*

weekends are too short. i wanna feel weekends all week long can? let it come soon, please.

Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 21:37

headache, cramps, plus it's THAT time of the month and it's not helping.
at all.
obviously, i'm not in the best of moods and right mental state.
it's like a rollercoaster in there.

my priorities have gone haywire. and until MP is over next Tuesday(i hope), then my mind will be at ease. *sigh*

give me something to believe in.

Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 02:07

NDP 2007 @ TP; the last show for this semester was bestgilernakmampos with us girls going crazy all the time! from trainings, rehearsals and lepak sessions after training. after the performance, we took pictures nonstop. i think Dee (she did our hair! thanks babe!) was tired and bored looking at us. hehehehe! really stupid pictures we took in the dressing room.

i had the weekly MP meeting with the group and Mr Tok on the later part of the day at 3pm with my make up still on. haha! then to my suprise, Tok asked me "Were you the one performing at the NDP show just now?". first thing that came to my mind was "omg, he watched the show. nasib aku tak tipu die ckp aku ade show so aku takleh dtg meeting." HAHAHHAHA! he commented that we were very professional and we put up a good show. WOW!~ i'm just happy for the girls.

later that night, i got a call from the boy at 8. happy ok! he wanted to meet me for dinner at 10. so yeah, he was late (blame the bus!) and we sat at habibie. he ate, we talked, bought some stuff at the supermarket and went home at 12+. the 3 days outfield explains his absence. hish!

rafiq's chalet cool eh. i like the bungalow. very big and stuffs like that. me, ad, yazid, aizat, amin and zuck chilled at the karaoke/game room at the top level with fiq, watched home alone 2 on HBO(favourite!) and ate the food BBQ-ed by his relatives. then i sent the boy off to camp at night.

TROY was love kan? i rushed home from pasir ris to watch that. hahahah! it was a good 3 hour movie. hehe!

Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 13:47

met up with the 2 bestfriends yesterday for our lost times. girls, i think its been years since only the 3 of us chilled. KENTAL OK! i want that secondary school bond back. anyways, sakura at city hall was love with fried wantons, beef fried rice for me, seafood fried rice for rin and we ordered claypot beef rice for fad. we want her to eat more, you see. hahaha! and that last wanton was so so wasted. i tried to cocok it with my fork while it was on the plate. skali licin, keplok! it fell on the floor(!!). 2 waitresses who were clearing our plates away saw and one of them picked it up. malu laaaaaaaaaaa~~ now i'm kempunan like that. nevermind the smallness of the wanton. sheesh!

shopped for rin's friend's(ehem! not boyfriend? heheheheh.) birthday present after that. so it was a ripcurl wallet! nice and rugged. i love the cards la rin! and the box, and the ribbon...... haha. after which headed to esplanade to chill and snapped the night away!

i wanna say sorry to rai and aisyah for not asking you guys to come along cause the 3 of us need that short, precious time. i hope you girls understand. i'm really sorry. love you both as much. meet soon for dinner and clarke quay ok?

simpsons the movie was kelakarnakmamposidontcareilaughedoutloud.have always loved the series and the movie was not disappointing, really. love bart's laugh, such cuteness he is. hahaha~ to boyfriend; thanks for the movie treat and the food and time on both friday and saturday. and sunday too. esplanade on saturday was so so wrong with baybeats going on. argh, rimas~. hehs. all of you, yes ALL of you, go watch it! rush hour up next ay. and I LOVE THE BOYFRIEND TO BITS! nyeh~