The light of your love guides me

Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 23:05

just a quick update for the week.

work has been quite alright. colleagues have been gerek so far. haha. the distance is making me tired of course. i'm just gonna be positive about this. hehe. all will end on 9th feb. *smiles*

*sings*
Je m'appelle Lolita...

the raya outing with my lovelies yesterday, pure crazyness. love you people!

3rd Nov - FICO preview of Beach Soccer/Beach Volleyball/Water Soccer
4th Nov - Raya with 4e4 ladies

and i'm expecting more trainings on weekdays!! boleh pengsan lor~

Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 23:07

moving sucks. i don't want it to happen. adapting to a new environment and being further away from where i'm used to is not what i need right now or in the near years. but if that is what helps the situation, sadly i don't have a say.

attachment for me starts this monday. something is telling me that i won't have time for a lot of things and people. five and a half working days. no more saturday trainings for me, a most definite. i ain't gonna complain cause i'm looking forward to the moolah! yeah, money makes the world go round. how true is that? hah! everything needs money and nothing comes at a cheap price. so $550 is nothing though it is quite a sum for being an intern for say, three and a half months. pray that i'll have a smooth attachment okay?

haha i feel that this entry makes me sound so pessimistic.
sorry for whining.
toodles!

Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 21:22

i'm like, bored.com la.

listening to amy winehouse's playlist on my media player. and so i thought, maybe she will look better without her heavy eye make-up and that piercing above her top lip which i initially thought was a MOLE. ahahahaha! her first album was back in Oct 2003 though. so, she's not new lah kan. anyhoos, she's unique and from the first time her song was aired, gawd! aku jatuh cinta~ takdir aku hidup denganmu.... oops sorry. love her curls too. huhu!

i wanna go KL and see dzikri aidil. i think that is how his name is spelt. my new anak sedara! woohoo~ i want my own anak can?

i just can't get enough of muhd haikal. he's 3, speaks well and looks like he's 1 or 2 years old. very small, naughty and he's love!

blur lah but cute nonetheless, like his eldest cousin, nurshahidah. hahha!

and i can't get enough of yazid mohd too. he's 21, speaks well of course and looks like a chinese man(man la takkan boy kan. chet! da tua oi~). nicely built but getting thinner *blames NS*, irritating and he is love.

i miss his hair~

tell me shopping's not fun when you buy things that you need when they are cheap and kinda on impulse! hahahahha. i had fun la at bugis yesterday with my SNT-ians. and ayam penyet was the pengubat rinduku. haha! amin, if you're reading this, I WANT THE BUKA PICS! =P

ok go.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 21:00

i know it's a bit late but it's better than nothing at all! hurr. so...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM! segala kesilapan dan kekasaran harap dimaafkan. =)

1st Syawal. Seeking forgiveness from nenek, papa and mama has never been THAT sad for me(well, at home that is) as compared to previous years. i think i've realised the true meaning of it all. also we had our first family photo taken after say, 5 years here in tampines. hahaha! then off we went to bukit panjang to the paternal side for more raya! 3pm, back at home and more family time with maternal side. wahaha~

my family, my house and actually my brother is much taller than that

Maya, my paternal side little-lest cousin, dancing to Mimpi Manis -_-

raya aside, my SIP will officially start next week on the 22nd Oct. guess where was i posted!! hahahhahahhahaa ask me if you wanna know. =P lalala~
i hope the whole SIP thing will go on fine with no office politics and shit. Insyallah ye..
by mid feb '08, school will be over after 1 extra year. haha! thank God nonetheless cause i'm still surviving. *sings I'm a survivor, I'm not gon' give up!*

and currently my house is bein' attacked! so, chao!!!

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 @ 22:21

the previous post was my 100th! *throws confetti* haha! so this makes it my 101st. just had to tell everyone that ey?

anyhoos, i forgot to mention that when our semester's results were out about almost a month ago(ooops! i think), i PASSED! i mean the only thing i was scared of was seeing an F for my Major Project. i gathered courage to sign in to the TP website to check my results. yeah, i didn't register for the SMS cause i freaked out at the thought of getting an SMS suddenly and i would see an F. hahahaha! the night before, Tommy texted me and he told me he got a D and what grade did i get. mixed feelings came to me. there is a possibility of me failing it or of course, get a D which is better than a freakin F. alhamdulillah, i passed after so much time, evaluations and doubts. sooooo, i am waiting anxiously and nervously for my SIP. i hope i won't get attached to school cause it simply means 8am - 6.30pm with no pay. sucks ain't it?

you know, helping out at the shop 5 days a week is draining the energy out of me. really. and making kuih tart is boring because it is just so leceh like that! by the way, it's not the normal tart that you always see. mama's trademark pineapple tart is like an egg tart. get the picture? haha. business is doing good though with orders that we have to complete before next week when the customers will collect them. 1 more week to Hari Raya! bag and baju - done. i need a shoe damn it! i love my clutch and baju though. hehehe!

Ramadhan this year has been different somehow. with the family busy at our shop, me having trainings, the boy at camp and the time passes by too quickly. 13th Oct. i'm not feeling it yet.

yazid was being random after our break fast that saturday and so he treated me to I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry. it tickled me inside out la! we love Adam Sandler and so should you!