i feel robotic.
with feelings of course. work has been making me feel this way.
and why?
it's a torture waking up in the morning and going to work is another issue.
there isn't any motivation for me to work here. besides the students(mostly uncles/pakciks) who make me smile with their antics, other things that i do at work is filled with irritation, frustration, office politics, phone calls.
there isn't any satisfaction in the things i do.
and i have to bear with this till August.
why do i feel that working here is worse than at FICO?
there isn't any fun here. the people here don't do stupid stuff that can make you laugh and forget your problems.
when i reach home, i can't even be bothered AT ALL to sit in front of the computer, whatmore blog.
so here i am, finding the chance to blog at work.

i hate this. i really do.
ok bye